yeaaaaa m excited :D, m happy.. m very glad actually.. ki m leaving kal.... wo thoda bhot nostalgic nonsense hunga in sm corner of my heart, but may be it'll surface tomorrow :D, coz aaj to i'm happy.. wo bhi bohottttttttttttttt coz i finally made him change my date to 29 like it was earlier :)
i am sooooooooooooooooooo khushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :))))))))))))))))))))
long story hai, bad story hai, sad story hai, but in the end, since its my story, it can just NEVA NEVA NEVA go bad, n NEVA NEVA NEVA be the way i do not want things to be :):):):) coz He's always on my end :D :D:D:D:D
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm n now i like it more.. u be gud, u g et gud, u be bad, u get bad.. now they understand :)
chalooooooooooo time upp...
Adiossssssssssssssssss ! :):):)
Monday, July 28, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
the bloody male ego!!
This would perhaps come as a surprise to many, 'coz its no less than a fact that Wipro is supposedly one of the best places to work at. I wouldn;t deny that, i dont really want to actually, ;coz i;ve had a great time at this place except for some of the bitter experiances (which perhaps eveyr place does offer) and these last few days being my worst time spent inspite that i dont want to. People you are with really matters.... your environment is such a driving force, it can take you high at peeks or pull you down to ur lowest, and it is so human to be a part of such traps.
No one really likes it u know... where u;ve spent good time, u;d wanna part amicably, i had no different opinion, untill i realised i was being a victim of one of those sick male ego's. Nothing to do with anything at all, but just just just to feed and soothe dat damn ego a man can leap to irritatingly annoying extents and ofcourse at such times he so greatfully collects all these curses.
Baat kuch hai hi nai, its js that i supposedly dint listen to him, and i trusted him ! the mistake seemingly is definitely mine, absolute stupidity is what we girls exhibit in certain circumstances n perhaps dats d reason they sometimes are victimised to somehting as worthless and bloody ego of a chauvinistic male! I believed him when he said i can tke 5 leaves and that he would approve them even if i take them after my resignation. Although he did highlight to me that there is a policy that after resignation one must not avail leaves " But its fine, i can approve it, it will not be a problem" he had told me, n silly me believed him! A day before i left, he told me i can not take 5 days i must take only 3 and when i enquired why on the basis that my work was up to d mark and i had no work dependencies and we were very safe with relesae deadline, he just said i could not n there's work( which he did not elaborate even on question, and i was very very well aware that there was none coz i know enough of atleast this season's project release line!) I obviously did not oblige coz i had pallned a month before for the week, n had informed him also about it so there was no question of me listening to him when he changes his plan 1 day before! But i dint think it would carry on to this extent and take this shape....
He changed my release date now, n when i questioned him he said he did not do it (damn liar!!) n said dat it was automated, n when i asked if it was automated how cm i was not intimated, he just gave me another lie saying he was not aware. I reached my HR n hez not aware of who changed the date, n he got into it n got back to me saying your manager has done it !! n when i told him that my manager denied havign any information bout this, he said he cant do anything. I tried mailing both of them together, trying to maintain transparencey, n my damn manager shoots out allllll lies in the mails ( half truths rather) n when i requested for a face to face meeting with both of them in order to clear things coz there was lot more to it, my manager denied to oblige for the meeting!!! seee dat creep !! now wat do u call it all... he js wants me to stay coz i dint listen to him, or now he just wants to ensure that i leave as per his date and not what was earlier assigned!!!! sick man, sick ego!
but no! , i ain gona sit here n keep looking at how things hsape up, not to feed his damn ego atleast!!!, he'll get the worst ever review he neva must have imagined to get in his 11 years of employment!! n i'll ensure i leave on my earlier date! if it werent for my ettiquetes i;d screw everything here! atleast his life!
No one really likes it u know... where u;ve spent good time, u;d wanna part amicably, i had no different opinion, untill i realised i was being a victim of one of those sick male ego's. Nothing to do with anything at all, but just just just to feed and soothe dat damn ego a man can leap to irritatingly annoying extents and ofcourse at such times he so greatfully collects all these curses.
Baat kuch hai hi nai, its js that i supposedly dint listen to him, and i trusted him ! the mistake seemingly is definitely mine, absolute stupidity is what we girls exhibit in certain circumstances n perhaps dats d reason they sometimes are victimised to somehting as worthless and bloody ego of a chauvinistic male! I believed him when he said i can tke 5 leaves and that he would approve them even if i take them after my resignation. Although he did highlight to me that there is a policy that after resignation one must not avail leaves " But its fine, i can approve it, it will not be a problem" he had told me, n silly me believed him! A day before i left, he told me i can not take 5 days i must take only 3 and when i enquired why on the basis that my work was up to d mark and i had no work dependencies and we were very safe with relesae deadline, he just said i could not n there's work( which he did not elaborate even on question, and i was very very well aware that there was none coz i know enough of atleast this season's project release line!) I obviously did not oblige coz i had pallned a month before for the week, n had informed him also about it so there was no question of me listening to him when he changes his plan 1 day before! But i dint think it would carry on to this extent and take this shape....
He changed my release date now, n when i questioned him he said he did not do it (damn liar!!) n said dat it was automated, n when i asked if it was automated how cm i was not intimated, he just gave me another lie saying he was not aware. I reached my HR n hez not aware of who changed the date, n he got into it n got back to me saying your manager has done it !! n when i told him that my manager denied havign any information bout this, he said he cant do anything. I tried mailing both of them together, trying to maintain transparencey, n my damn manager shoots out allllll lies in the mails ( half truths rather) n when i requested for a face to face meeting with both of them in order to clear things coz there was lot more to it, my manager denied to oblige for the meeting!!! seee dat creep !! now wat do u call it all... he js wants me to stay coz i dint listen to him, or now he just wants to ensure that i leave as per his date and not what was earlier assigned!!!! sick man, sick ego!
but no! , i ain gona sit here n keep looking at how things hsape up, not to feed his damn ego atleast!!!, he'll get the worst ever review he neva must have imagined to get in his 11 years of employment!! n i'll ensure i leave on my earlier date! if it werent for my ettiquetes i;d screw everything here! atleast his life!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
And the countdown begins-- Day 12
Yea, those hi din hai... n i have 'Things to do' wo bhi so many... n uparse i have a pissed off mind coz of my manager's attittude, i dont like it, but i he luvs playing politics i guess, he forced me to extend another week, i said i can not, he ended the talk with "Everything is in my hands" huh! i did finishe my project commitments, infact m being so gud that i didnt even deny giving the proposal for somehting i would'nt work on. It is surprising that they have the "software ethics" only till books, how could it be that i initiate a proposal, i do the analysis, i give th estimates n ( no second person involved han) i wonder on what basis they;d promise to stick to schedule when they dont know of what; gona be done??
He did'nt approve my engagement ke time ke leaves although he said he would, n he had also assured he'd take care n that i could go ahead, n now on the basis of those very days he says i got to stay bak... bad na? yea he is!! wo bhi very bad!, i aint gona stay, i said i cant commit, he replied, 'ya anyways everything is in my hands, i also can say the same thing rite tasneem!' ... khair bla, last ke din hain, wana spend them well.. n may be i will :)
yesterday baba manged to catch a glimpse of "Babul", han wo dumb super duper flop movie that was n absolute drag, n my bhabi was dying to see it when she was newly wed n hum sab gaye the dkehne!!, i thnk sony pe aari thi.. i was sitting with mum in the drawing... dad cant miss "Baghban" evaa, hez watched it more than ten times abtak, n he would mind another ten, n ten more n more n more of it... channels change karte karte, he saw hema malini suddenly, n then amitabh, n he had a glow on his face, it was baghban he thought... then i realised it was Babul, n luckily it was the last 10 minute thing... n it was melodramatic crap... n then the last few dialogues were kinda like... babul, beti, bidai, etc, etc ;) now my dadd :D:D:D:D:D i guess was almosttt bout to drop dat tear, n thankfully the movie finished :D:D, i lukd at mum wid n uncontrollable grin, mom was laughing too but she was more into trying to hush me up else i;d burst may b she thought...
it was funn... :)
He did'nt approve my engagement ke time ke leaves although he said he would, n he had also assured he'd take care n that i could go ahead, n now on the basis of those very days he says i got to stay bak... bad na? yea he is!! wo bhi very bad!, i aint gona stay, i said i cant commit, he replied, 'ya anyways everything is in my hands, i also can say the same thing rite tasneem!' ... khair bla, last ke din hain, wana spend them well.. n may be i will :)
yesterday baba manged to catch a glimpse of "Babul", han wo dumb super duper flop movie that was n absolute drag, n my bhabi was dying to see it when she was newly wed n hum sab gaye the dkehne!!, i thnk sony pe aari thi.. i was sitting with mum in the drawing... dad cant miss "Baghban" evaa, hez watched it more than ten times abtak, n he would mind another ten, n ten more n more n more of it... channels change karte karte, he saw hema malini suddenly, n then amitabh, n he had a glow on his face, it was baghban he thought... then i realised it was Babul, n luckily it was the last 10 minute thing... n it was melodramatic crap... n then the last few dialogues were kinda like... babul, beti, bidai, etc, etc ;) now my dadd :D:D:D:D:D i guess was almosttt bout to drop dat tear, n thankfully the movie finished :D:D, i lukd at mum wid n uncontrollable grin, mom was laughing too but she was more into trying to hush me up else i;d burst may b she thought...
it was funn... :)
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
SuKoOoOoOoNn
They say it well u know, if you want to learn, you must from little kids, the innocence they offer is such a level above the intelligence of this so called materialistic societal nonsense, their idea of peace, joy, happiness, love, care is all so simple and so beautiful, n u know wat, i jus luv it the way they depict this stuff in cartoons :D, the naughtiness of bugs, the creepy mindset of tom, or the wacky ideas of jerry, the innocence of tweety, n goody goody thing of poo, the dumb atittude of tiger.. its all so simple, n easy, when they show all these emotions in so much color, i reall wonder how and why it gets messy when the same are emoted by humans :Du see this pic oopar, wat color, wat contrast, wat peace nai :):) n the best thing is how it appeals to kids n how they undstand all those wierd characters emoting so well ... :) inspite dat they have no fingers on their hands (errr, although they are supposedly 4 legged animals :D:D), inspite that the huge characters hav tiny ears n the smaller ones have very big ears :D n that they are always h appy irrespective of anything, n even if they are galti se sad, the rest of the cartoon world is all set to cheer them up, n thats wat d whole episode is about.. :)... wierd na, cartoon makers usually pick such themes, perhaps witht hte idea to impart those kinda ethics to little growing minds n hearts, wudnt the world be a better place if we'd extend this to a higher level.. ummmm.. askin for too much 'eh ?
khaiirrrrr.. challllllllllta lite...
saw dat pic, n luvd to see d peace in it... :)
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Chocolate barsaaat at T4/T/C115
i went to fill my bottle of water n get mycup of coktail, wn i got bak, i saw Uma at his seat, i was back at d rite time :D, he lukd at me n gave a wide grin wid a Tasneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemmmm how r u, n i replied gr8, n he showed me dat pink box of choclates they r called 'Geisha' n he held it in front of me n said these r specially for u hahaha, is aid feelin even better, n held my hand out, then put my cofee cup down n held both my hands out :D:D:D n he put in soooooooooooo manyyy chocsss :D:D:D itne saare neeche b gir gaye...... they're yummmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
kuch aur din..
This is my last month at Wipro, i dont know where time just flied... its a wierd feeling magar.. not dat i wana put in thanku note to Wipro here ;) :P:P but u know.. reminiscing the entire period from September 1 2006 se lekar ab tak... man.. i;ve come a long way, n its surprising i came so long so quickly :) n life's taken such a huge leap in this very place...
I mean.. its unbelievable that i'm quitting my first job... was'nt i in college js sometime bak ( errr.. dont gimme those yea rite! n grow up! looks :P). It was such a typical first job first job craze, that desperation to clear the aptitude n moving on without my best friend clearing it (ya i was actually so sad that she dint get thru, n incase i do v'd actually have to part ways :D:D, silly ab sonche to.. but.. umm ok.. made sense .. more than sense then.. :) ) n then the tension to clear the technical interview after knowing dat no one in my slab were sent thru to the HR round, geee they sure were nail biting moments, n dat khalid sir's luk when i wz thru the technical.. u know it was like.. oh come on of course u;d b thru it luk.. but still it had that.. ummmm kya bolte.. u know.. ahh wateva.. Uno Vinny the Poo ke jaise lagte the meku :D:D:D just dat i found Vinny cute and him annoying. .. ehh.. neva mind..... umm i dont wanna traverse rewind karke abhi.. thoda time hai na.. so i'll do it in bits n pieces i gues... but ya spending the wholeeee of 2007 yahan pe was like... ummm accha bhi ok bhii not nice bhi (i'd use 'bad' but :D i dont like to use dat term wid anything related to me :D:D) khairrrrrr i did get to know there cud b bad ppl in this world too, bad boleto utne bure nahi, han kuch my manager jaise.. i know alllllll of u sympathise wid dat guy, i dotn like him magar, in this tenure of much much more than one year n just a lil less dan 2 years he wasnt able to impress me wid any jhalak of his managerial abilities, banda aisa rehna, dekhe to tabyath khhush, u shud feel like working with him .. nah.. i dint.. khair khair kairrrr, hez always been the masaala of my posts magar :D so i wont se zyada aur about him...
my fav line used to be 'the best thing bout coming to office is to walk back to d bus bay to return home' :) geee what a thought ;) ;) m gona miss this place i know, the people too, my coktail, my gaane sunte hue kaam karna kinda thing.. o ya this is one thing i luv bout my manager, he neva said a word inspite dat i;d have d volume full n ut d headfones down on d table instead of wearing 'em, n i'd sit rite beside his cube, n i'd torture him wid hindi music obviously :D
but u know... i;m suddenly getting this feeling dat everything is finishing so fast.. although i;m at d threshold of whole new beautiful life, i still feel, oh this came so soon, n so it;ll finish too.. eh..?
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