Saturday, June 24, 2006

lingo n buks.. err buk crossers

well.. 11 supposedly is a long time.. i;d clear dat.. it aint suppsedly.. it actually is.. if ur still wnderin m jus refering to da fact dat m scribblin in here after a longer time than i m supoose to... hmm having said dat.... wat i see creepin in my mind dis moment isnt.............. dash dash dashh
orkuttin sure is funn yaa.. hey.. wats hot dis season umm i;'ll tell ya... a hip lingo.. yeaaa... i jus goto kno.. as i was tryin to figure outt wat peeps means... well its short fr people.. hehehe.. she rox my sox... meaninn shezz cooll.. hey.. u know.. usin cool is passe!! yea.. ur lukd wid n eyebrow up whn u say.. hey ur cool... wooww.. dis sure is gud to read n rite bout.. specially at da moment whn i was thinkin of mending my riting habitss hehehe ... hmm figurin out.. imao.. yea.. smthin called imao.. lingo yaa.. dats on campus these days.. goto update regularly i guess.. woo generations leapin veryyyyyyyyyy forwarddd... umm i like it i thinkk .... welllll dat was webdings font for.... i like it i thinkk hehehe gr8!!

oh myyy listen to dis now... wat i thot wat imao.. is actually lmao.. n gues wat dat meanzz.. short fr laugh my ass off!! blaaaaa.. not gud fr mee!! but general knowledge yaaa.. heheheh

lazy lazy lazyyy.. i thot i was da only one aroundd.. i see too much competition noww hmm wateva... but hey... soccer fever still on.. has moderated at my place though i dnt evn know whoz gudd noww... wnderin if KSA crossed da hurdles to reach da second round atleassttt argentina hot fav.. n yea.... like a friend of mine very well mentioned.. thoe who dnt kno much bout soccer , whn asked who ur fav team is.. say brazil... hmm i gues i cn agree to it.. although i dnt wana say brazil's my fav... cmonn yaa they;r guddd
hey book crossing.. it seems is a new trend dats hit hyd, dznt seem to hav taken up in swing though.. well its bout leavin a buk.. in a public place after u;v read it.. so it jus passes on.. n reaches nother reader.. who reads it n passes it on.. hmm goes on like dat.. not a bad idea.. i wnder who;d like to take da step to begin dat buk voyage...hey i saw dis pic on da front page yest.,.. women in iran playin rugby, all in hijab... must say pleasing sight... n wat i saw today.. hmm bruce willis standin next to dis suuuuuuuuuuuuper huge teddy like thing which it mentioned racoon... it was soooo damn cute!!! n loooooo.. another localist voicing his thoughts... lucky chap.. has Deccan Chronicle as his platformm (wel he must b cribbin bout it in hope of times of india or the hindu...).. Srinivasa Rao.. yea i guess dats his name.. hmm as i read.. nature hs a lot to it n to understand it one must understand its language... hmmm now a mmillion dollar question.. wat langugae dz da nature use?? wellllll acc. to da writer.........its .. ummm itss... welll.. itss MATHEMATICS!!! yeaaa... hmm i thot all dose poets n literature kings n queens too ...... dint like math n science n so they'd bunk classes or.. fr n extreme sequence perhaps jus drop outta scool/ college to njoy NATURE n hence venture into literature in emerge.. umm successful (mostly unsuccessful heheh) writers or... wateva... nature speaks in math... or it was perhaps jus to create a beutifying look tfor math haters.....

hmm did i sayy ciao n adios r passe tooo?? welll... all u gotto sayy.. is
laterr...

Sunday, June 11, 2006

overwhelmed by ennui

lazing around has probably reached its peak... i dont rememba whn it was last dat i had soo much time with nuthin to do.. or may b i shud say.. so much time wid lots to do.. none of which interests me!!! HoMe.. dats one word dat strikes tooo many feelings.... fr now.. to me.. its synonymous to BoReDoMe!!!!
well i kno this aint gonna last long.. its hardly anytime perhaps( i desperately wish soo!!) since ppl around me go on n on advicin me to DO SOMETHING.. n da kinda stuff i get to here... suggestions i mean.. hav a wide variety... not all amuse me.. but da onez dat do.. smhow take a backseat... n there again.. i hav more dan too much time.. n dis is all i have to do....
hmm dat reminds me... i was into researchin emotions in machines.... how glad i am at this moment.. my system dznt feel much... else dis kinds torture( yea yeaa m talkin of wat m ritin!!) wud drive it crazy to no bounds!!! ehmm.... puttin a second thought ( see dat.. i learnt to put thought instead of my regular thot!! m learninnggg :D ) may dat machine.. umm this machine wid emotinal intelligence.. wud hav better to offer to my souring moods in life( jus fr now haan!!)
okie dokiee... spam mails.. yea.. tolerable.. hackers!! m gettin a sick feelin fr thm.. but dt one art is worth mastering ( i m not hinting.. m no skilld hacker!!)
too many serious issues lingering around my mind n heart..wudnt wanna say m hesitnt to post bout thm.. but no point hinding truth either..
heyyy!! i saw dat.. shahrukh starrer kabhi alvida naa kehna's trailor jus today.. finally on air aftr so much hype.. may b wil rite bout dat whn i hav a second n third luk.. dont wanna dissapoint pritey zinta's fans by sayin shez lukin oldiiieeee (oops... wasnt suppose to rite dat!!! )
voila.. dats enuf for da day... thot of mentioning those stupid date plans my silly frnd was makin..( woooo.. not a date wid me yaa.. ) ........... okkk noww.. m overwhelmed by ennui!!!!!
ciao!

Saturday, June 10, 2006

jus another day...

hmm smart enuf, u wudnt jus start talkin (chatting i'd rather say.. ) to sm1 u hav no idea bout.. n u r not da first to approach (ok ok .. i kno.. sm wudnt mind...) , ahan.. dis encounter i;d say was wierd. well, since i find da incident worth bloggin.. it ought to mean smthin eh??!!? as i type this.. m still wnderin if its worth.. but m sure i'll keep wonderin wat its all bout, whn i read it smday...

so, tasneem sounds wierd?@#$%@!!!! hmmm dats a wierd comment cmin frm a wierd stranger, wid wierd mysterious atittude who definitely had a sound intention which kinda failed ( woo my instincts hint too muchh bout too lil heheh!!) ok ok .. i dont possess da right to torture my readers ( see dat conviction!! sm1 wud read this keenly smday ehm ehmm!!) wid silly stuff..

so wats it like.. whn sm1 says.. u've been lucky for me? n how bout smthin like... i jus want sm time out of ur bz schedule.. well all dat n lot more said mmore dramatically, wid intensity.. loads of it.... n conviction dat reflected sincerity... wat cud one hav to say bout dat? woooooooosh.. losin track losin track... i gotto move smwher... dat wrld.. is iss.. ummm.. hey.. wateva.. need to sign off fr nowww!!

Sunday, June 04, 2006

15..14..13....

well a cross 15 minutes is what i have in hand.. n yess listen to the goal now... if u happen to read my previous posts, u must have observed.. i've been using umm what do they call it now, yea.. a yea for a yes,, a da for a the, hehehe and how bout a fr FOR a for!!! if dat sounds kinda difficult jus see me type this sentnce again!! " if that sounds kind of difficult, juust see me type this sentence again".
nowww there u see da difference dont u, as i realise da art of riting ( ehm ehmmm da art.. is dat wat i rote??!!!) is a lot more beautiful if maintained wid the punctuations n yea... da rite words or do i say... the ritely ritten words... hmm its gonna take me lotsa time to catch up though... but i;ll reach there soon... its gonna help i kno... cz i was in a bad situation recently whn i was addressing n official mail.. wid these kinda words...
nature takin its course, as da monsoon hits south.. n showers hit da city, lush greenry, n a lil tacky smell at necklace road aftr da rains, is smthin dat dznt turn hyderbadi public off!! i;ve seen them havin a gala time.. jus like i did wid my family....
hmm reservation hulla gulla still on, although its muchhh more lesser than earlier... but its n issue worth givin a thought ( no wonder INDIAz debating!!) gr8 response frm all sectors... if col wud b on... participation perhaps wud hav been a lil more enthusiastic...
more on dat sooon...
n yeaaaa!!! dat was my 15th minute at n end!!!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

another lesson life taught me....

here goes now... buks r gonna b history.. buks r gonna b history.... BUKS R FINALLY HISTORY yupp..dats jus my way of sayin i wrapped up my xams... n like i said earlier.. i dnt thnik i;ve delayed dis post very long :) .... hols n fun... go together eh? wnderin how m gonna get da second wrd fit into da first one... as i find more time for myself, i only realise m unfolding towards too many odds of...... of... of.. da 4 letter hevy wrd..LIFE... n today i add another attribute to it.. unpredictable... although i;v always realised dat life is supposed to b unpredictable.. but dis side of it unveild jus recently.. as i heard my best friend mourn into my ears, early at 6.30 on monday , whn i was reviewing for my xam, at da wee hour she calls to tell me, hell broke lose n shez lost one of her most precious being... her cries make me guess coz she i knew her father was ill, i had seen him jus few days bak... latyer in da day as i met her.. i realised.. i was da one she lukd upto atleast only for dat moment.. as she was there to rite her xam... n what dawned to me dat time.. is something i hardly ever thought of... never had i found a situation so difficult to deal with.. as i consoled her, i asked my innerself wat i am duing, it was her father n m telling her not to cry, to see da gud in it (which daughter can find gud in her father's death?) but still as v both spoke.. v realised.. how life is.. n what it teaches and dat it is da best teacher.... da one thing i had told my self few days bak... "smthings are better learnt by da harder way in life" i cud jus see dat situation reflecting it all... v both rote our xam n rushed out earlier dan v usually do... n as v spoke i felt .. she was feeling better... may b jus a lil, may b jus da size of of da nuclues or wateva smaller dan dat... life teaches... n i am learning... these are difficult lessons... but i m learning.... i rite dis as i mourn, my frnd;s loneliness... wid prayers dat they would emerge from this situation gracefully with the Almighty;s help, and wid thots dat lil dat i hav know of uncle.. i hope he rests in peace as Allah announces his maghfirath...

Thursday, May 04, 2006

oh yea..!!

ahaan... dis is wat cmz to my mind at dis point of time, "sm things in life are better learnt the harder way" must hav read it smwher, dat cant b da creativity err.. philosophy perhaps, of my mind.. neway.. fail to recollect, so wont take da credit, incase its worth it ( oh yea sane words are always appreciable) neywayss.. bak on trak.. buks like i;d said r gonna b history... dat day is fasssst apporachin.. but as i sit here to post, herez another thing dat cmz to my mind... one cant always be right, can one? to err is human... havin said dat.. y is it so difficult fer human to realize dat.. mistakes r things one learns frm... n if made fer da first time... unintentionalyy.. do they deserve punishmnt?... y do i feel they dont?.. umm umm blaaa.. losin trak again... hey.. hyderabadi jokes (language highlighted haan!!!) are da most circulated fwds since da last few months... two months to b precise...got 'em posted frm n NRI frnd(sheesh.. cudnt i think of a bettr description at dis point of time!!), who m sure had a gr8 time laughin at 'em jus like i did..... oh yeaa.. another thing dat cmz to my mind... how cn one person be soooooo very diffrnt whn he/she is wid two diffrnt ppl? difficult to digest.. sugary wid one... hurting another... wats true? bla bla blaaa.. next time i'll cm up wid better stuff to post, dnt wanna torture my readers( perhaps nil rite now) heyy last thing haan.. neone who cmz across dis post.. may be by mistake... plzzz spare sm time to post comments.. criticism is welcome yaaa.. i happn to take it well :D
signing off fer noww.. wont delay da next post fer long..

Saturday, March 18, 2006

moving on..

riting bout life aint all dat tuff... n whn its urs.. it bcomz all da more easy dznt it...., so wherez it heading? well.. mine seems to hav set on trak... buks n college is soon gonna be history... picnics n frndz ..canteen n gossip.... lecturers n comments.... ahh dat all made up life there... but yea.. we hav to move on.... ahh I hav to mov on... leavin stuff behind.. aint gonna feel very gud... bu t da excitement i predict future has in store.. jus makes me feel... hmm may be dis is it... want a change.. yeaa a change.....

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

blogs are cool

i dinno blogz cud be this cool... heard a lot bout thm..chkin out fer the first time.. wonder how its gonna luk whn i see it fer oncee.... lemme hav a lukk

tryin out stuff