yeaaaaa m excited :D, m happy.. m very glad actually.. ki m leaving kal.... wo thoda bhot nostalgic nonsense hunga in sm corner of my heart, but may be it'll surface tomorrow :D, coz aaj to i'm happy.. wo bhi bohottttttttttttttt coz i finally made him change my date to 29 like it was earlier :)
i am sooooooooooooooooooo khushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :))))))))))))))))))))
long story hai, bad story hai, sad story hai, but in the end, since its my story, it can just NEVA NEVA NEVA go bad, n NEVA NEVA NEVA be the way i do not want things to be :):):):) coz He's always on my end :D :D:D:D:D
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm n now i like it more.. u be gud, u g et gud, u be bad, u get bad.. now they understand :)
chalooooooooooo time upp...
Adiossssssssssssssssss ! :):):)
Monday, July 28, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
the bloody male ego!!
This would perhaps come as a surprise to many, 'coz its no less than a fact that Wipro is supposedly one of the best places to work at. I wouldn;t deny that, i dont really want to actually, ;coz i;ve had a great time at this place except for some of the bitter experiances (which perhaps eveyr place does offer) and these last few days being my worst time spent inspite that i dont want to. People you are with really matters.... your environment is such a driving force, it can take you high at peeks or pull you down to ur lowest, and it is so human to be a part of such traps.
No one really likes it u know... where u;ve spent good time, u;d wanna part amicably, i had no different opinion, untill i realised i was being a victim of one of those sick male ego's. Nothing to do with anything at all, but just just just to feed and soothe dat damn ego a man can leap to irritatingly annoying extents and ofcourse at such times he so greatfully collects all these curses.
Baat kuch hai hi nai, its js that i supposedly dint listen to him, and i trusted him ! the mistake seemingly is definitely mine, absolute stupidity is what we girls exhibit in certain circumstances n perhaps dats d reason they sometimes are victimised to somehting as worthless and bloody ego of a chauvinistic male! I believed him when he said i can tke 5 leaves and that he would approve them even if i take them after my resignation. Although he did highlight to me that there is a policy that after resignation one must not avail leaves " But its fine, i can approve it, it will not be a problem" he had told me, n silly me believed him! A day before i left, he told me i can not take 5 days i must take only 3 and when i enquired why on the basis that my work was up to d mark and i had no work dependencies and we were very safe with relesae deadline, he just said i could not n there's work( which he did not elaborate even on question, and i was very very well aware that there was none coz i know enough of atleast this season's project release line!) I obviously did not oblige coz i had pallned a month before for the week, n had informed him also about it so there was no question of me listening to him when he changes his plan 1 day before! But i dint think it would carry on to this extent and take this shape....
He changed my release date now, n when i questioned him he said he did not do it (damn liar!!) n said dat it was automated, n when i asked if it was automated how cm i was not intimated, he just gave me another lie saying he was not aware. I reached my HR n hez not aware of who changed the date, n he got into it n got back to me saying your manager has done it !! n when i told him that my manager denied havign any information bout this, he said he cant do anything. I tried mailing both of them together, trying to maintain transparencey, n my damn manager shoots out allllll lies in the mails ( half truths rather) n when i requested for a face to face meeting with both of them in order to clear things coz there was lot more to it, my manager denied to oblige for the meeting!!! seee dat creep !! now wat do u call it all... he js wants me to stay coz i dint listen to him, or now he just wants to ensure that i leave as per his date and not what was earlier assigned!!!! sick man, sick ego!
but no! , i ain gona sit here n keep looking at how things hsape up, not to feed his damn ego atleast!!!, he'll get the worst ever review he neva must have imagined to get in his 11 years of employment!! n i'll ensure i leave on my earlier date! if it werent for my ettiquetes i;d screw everything here! atleast his life!
No one really likes it u know... where u;ve spent good time, u;d wanna part amicably, i had no different opinion, untill i realised i was being a victim of one of those sick male ego's. Nothing to do with anything at all, but just just just to feed and soothe dat damn ego a man can leap to irritatingly annoying extents and ofcourse at such times he so greatfully collects all these curses.
Baat kuch hai hi nai, its js that i supposedly dint listen to him, and i trusted him ! the mistake seemingly is definitely mine, absolute stupidity is what we girls exhibit in certain circumstances n perhaps dats d reason they sometimes are victimised to somehting as worthless and bloody ego of a chauvinistic male! I believed him when he said i can tke 5 leaves and that he would approve them even if i take them after my resignation. Although he did highlight to me that there is a policy that after resignation one must not avail leaves " But its fine, i can approve it, it will not be a problem" he had told me, n silly me believed him! A day before i left, he told me i can not take 5 days i must take only 3 and when i enquired why on the basis that my work was up to d mark and i had no work dependencies and we were very safe with relesae deadline, he just said i could not n there's work( which he did not elaborate even on question, and i was very very well aware that there was none coz i know enough of atleast this season's project release line!) I obviously did not oblige coz i had pallned a month before for the week, n had informed him also about it so there was no question of me listening to him when he changes his plan 1 day before! But i dint think it would carry on to this extent and take this shape....
He changed my release date now, n when i questioned him he said he did not do it (damn liar!!) n said dat it was automated, n when i asked if it was automated how cm i was not intimated, he just gave me another lie saying he was not aware. I reached my HR n hez not aware of who changed the date, n he got into it n got back to me saying your manager has done it !! n when i told him that my manager denied havign any information bout this, he said he cant do anything. I tried mailing both of them together, trying to maintain transparencey, n my damn manager shoots out allllll lies in the mails ( half truths rather) n when i requested for a face to face meeting with both of them in order to clear things coz there was lot more to it, my manager denied to oblige for the meeting!!! seee dat creep !! now wat do u call it all... he js wants me to stay coz i dint listen to him, or now he just wants to ensure that i leave as per his date and not what was earlier assigned!!!! sick man, sick ego!
but no! , i ain gona sit here n keep looking at how things hsape up, not to feed his damn ego atleast!!!, he'll get the worst ever review he neva must have imagined to get in his 11 years of employment!! n i'll ensure i leave on my earlier date! if it werent for my ettiquetes i;d screw everything here! atleast his life!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
And the countdown begins-- Day 12
Yea, those hi din hai... n i have 'Things to do' wo bhi so many... n uparse i have a pissed off mind coz of my manager's attittude, i dont like it, but i he luvs playing politics i guess, he forced me to extend another week, i said i can not, he ended the talk with "Everything is in my hands" huh! i did finishe my project commitments, infact m being so gud that i didnt even deny giving the proposal for somehting i would'nt work on. It is surprising that they have the "software ethics" only till books, how could it be that i initiate a proposal, i do the analysis, i give th estimates n ( no second person involved han) i wonder on what basis they;d promise to stick to schedule when they dont know of what; gona be done??
He did'nt approve my engagement ke time ke leaves although he said he would, n he had also assured he'd take care n that i could go ahead, n now on the basis of those very days he says i got to stay bak... bad na? yea he is!! wo bhi very bad!, i aint gona stay, i said i cant commit, he replied, 'ya anyways everything is in my hands, i also can say the same thing rite tasneem!' ... khair bla, last ke din hain, wana spend them well.. n may be i will :)
yesterday baba manged to catch a glimpse of "Babul", han wo dumb super duper flop movie that was n absolute drag, n my bhabi was dying to see it when she was newly wed n hum sab gaye the dkehne!!, i thnk sony pe aari thi.. i was sitting with mum in the drawing... dad cant miss "Baghban" evaa, hez watched it more than ten times abtak, n he would mind another ten, n ten more n more n more of it... channels change karte karte, he saw hema malini suddenly, n then amitabh, n he had a glow on his face, it was baghban he thought... then i realised it was Babul, n luckily it was the last 10 minute thing... n it was melodramatic crap... n then the last few dialogues were kinda like... babul, beti, bidai, etc, etc ;) now my dadd :D:D:D:D:D i guess was almosttt bout to drop dat tear, n thankfully the movie finished :D:D, i lukd at mum wid n uncontrollable grin, mom was laughing too but she was more into trying to hush me up else i;d burst may b she thought...
it was funn... :)
He did'nt approve my engagement ke time ke leaves although he said he would, n he had also assured he'd take care n that i could go ahead, n now on the basis of those very days he says i got to stay bak... bad na? yea he is!! wo bhi very bad!, i aint gona stay, i said i cant commit, he replied, 'ya anyways everything is in my hands, i also can say the same thing rite tasneem!' ... khair bla, last ke din hain, wana spend them well.. n may be i will :)
yesterday baba manged to catch a glimpse of "Babul", han wo dumb super duper flop movie that was n absolute drag, n my bhabi was dying to see it when she was newly wed n hum sab gaye the dkehne!!, i thnk sony pe aari thi.. i was sitting with mum in the drawing... dad cant miss "Baghban" evaa, hez watched it more than ten times abtak, n he would mind another ten, n ten more n more n more of it... channels change karte karte, he saw hema malini suddenly, n then amitabh, n he had a glow on his face, it was baghban he thought... then i realised it was Babul, n luckily it was the last 10 minute thing... n it was melodramatic crap... n then the last few dialogues were kinda like... babul, beti, bidai, etc, etc ;) now my dadd :D:D:D:D:D i guess was almosttt bout to drop dat tear, n thankfully the movie finished :D:D, i lukd at mum wid n uncontrollable grin, mom was laughing too but she was more into trying to hush me up else i;d burst may b she thought...
it was funn... :)
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
SuKoOoOoOoNn
They say it well u know, if you want to learn, you must from little kids, the innocence they offer is such a level above the intelligence of this so called materialistic societal nonsense, their idea of peace, joy, happiness, love, care is all so simple and so beautiful, n u know wat, i jus luv it the way they depict this stuff in cartoons :D, the naughtiness of bugs, the creepy mindset of tom, or the wacky ideas of jerry, the innocence of tweety, n goody goody thing of poo, the dumb atittude of tiger.. its all so simple, n easy, when they show all these emotions in so much color, i reall wonder how and why it gets messy when the same are emoted by humans :Du see this pic oopar, wat color, wat contrast, wat peace nai :):) n the best thing is how it appeals to kids n how they undstand all those wierd characters emoting so well ... :) inspite dat they have no fingers on their hands (errr, although they are supposedly 4 legged animals :D:D), inspite that the huge characters hav tiny ears n the smaller ones have very big ears :D n that they are always h appy irrespective of anything, n even if they are galti se sad, the rest of the cartoon world is all set to cheer them up, n thats wat d whole episode is about.. :)... wierd na, cartoon makers usually pick such themes, perhaps witht hte idea to impart those kinda ethics to little growing minds n hearts, wudnt the world be a better place if we'd extend this to a higher level.. ummmm.. askin for too much 'eh ?
khaiirrrrr.. challllllllllta lite...
saw dat pic, n luvd to see d peace in it... :)
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Chocolate barsaaat at T4/T/C115
i went to fill my bottle of water n get mycup of coktail, wn i got bak, i saw Uma at his seat, i was back at d rite time :D, he lukd at me n gave a wide grin wid a Tasneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemmmm how r u, n i replied gr8, n he showed me dat pink box of choclates they r called 'Geisha' n he held it in front of me n said these r specially for u hahaha, is aid feelin even better, n held my hand out, then put my cofee cup down n held both my hands out :D:D:D n he put in soooooooooooo manyyy chocsss :D:D:D itne saare neeche b gir gaye...... they're yummmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
kuch aur din..
This is my last month at Wipro, i dont know where time just flied... its a wierd feeling magar.. not dat i wana put in thanku note to Wipro here ;) :P:P but u know.. reminiscing the entire period from September 1 2006 se lekar ab tak... man.. i;ve come a long way, n its surprising i came so long so quickly :) n life's taken such a huge leap in this very place...
I mean.. its unbelievable that i'm quitting my first job... was'nt i in college js sometime bak ( errr.. dont gimme those yea rite! n grow up! looks :P). It was such a typical first job first job craze, that desperation to clear the aptitude n moving on without my best friend clearing it (ya i was actually so sad that she dint get thru, n incase i do v'd actually have to part ways :D:D, silly ab sonche to.. but.. umm ok.. made sense .. more than sense then.. :) ) n then the tension to clear the technical interview after knowing dat no one in my slab were sent thru to the HR round, geee they sure were nail biting moments, n dat khalid sir's luk when i wz thru the technical.. u know it was like.. oh come on of course u;d b thru it luk.. but still it had that.. ummmm kya bolte.. u know.. ahh wateva.. Uno Vinny the Poo ke jaise lagte the meku :D:D:D just dat i found Vinny cute and him annoying. .. ehh.. neva mind..... umm i dont wanna traverse rewind karke abhi.. thoda time hai na.. so i'll do it in bits n pieces i gues... but ya spending the wholeeee of 2007 yahan pe was like... ummm accha bhi ok bhii not nice bhi (i'd use 'bad' but :D i dont like to use dat term wid anything related to me :D:D) khairrrrrr i did get to know there cud b bad ppl in this world too, bad boleto utne bure nahi, han kuch my manager jaise.. i know alllllll of u sympathise wid dat guy, i dotn like him magar, in this tenure of much much more than one year n just a lil less dan 2 years he wasnt able to impress me wid any jhalak of his managerial abilities, banda aisa rehna, dekhe to tabyath khhush, u shud feel like working with him .. nah.. i dint.. khair khair kairrrr, hez always been the masaala of my posts magar :D so i wont se zyada aur about him...
my fav line used to be 'the best thing bout coming to office is to walk back to d bus bay to return home' :) geee what a thought ;) ;) m gona miss this place i know, the people too, my coktail, my gaane sunte hue kaam karna kinda thing.. o ya this is one thing i luv bout my manager, he neva said a word inspite dat i;d have d volume full n ut d headfones down on d table instead of wearing 'em, n i'd sit rite beside his cube, n i'd torture him wid hindi music obviously :D
but u know... i;m suddenly getting this feeling dat everything is finishing so fast.. although i;m at d threshold of whole new beautiful life, i still feel, oh this came so soon, n so it;ll finish too.. eh..?
Friday, June 13, 2008
Hilko re hilko re $%#@&^$#%$
I am so close to my second hundred that when i login i kinda feel a lil, well ok may b they call it a push.. but nah.. dat aint d sole .. (dont they call it motivation??) blaa.. but ya.. one thing i dont wana lose trak of.. is messing up.. or may b js cleaning up my mess.... m in the flow of stabilizing my lifestyle (already??? ehh rrite!) An elaboration perhaps is required on that, lest it gives the idea dat m walkin thru a messy life :D, no it really aint dat, its jus that m trying to get back to posting regularly ;);) and i dont see myself making a sincere effort to that, never the less, since its bein made (the effort yaroo!!) it doesnt matter zyada...
Penning down silly details of life (yes, they sure are silly, n they js seem all the more silly when u read 'em later :D) seemd like umm, ok a silly thing to me, i knew of so many who;d write "diaries" n ya i;ve grown up watching those children flicks n cartoon movies in which they start of "Dear Diary..." :) not surprised to know many (not kids) do it too, even now.. :) I dont know why, when'eva i;d try, i;d fail :D, a brand new diary i;d surely get for myself, and promise to write to it everyday.... but somehow, i neva would .. n the year would end, n i;d buy a new one, n i;d look at my old one n see dat i;d written less than 10 pages in it :D, and then sometime.. i dotn really remember when... i guess it was in my holidays of final year of engg? or may be the third.. i bumped into this blogging thing... i dont know how magar.. n tab se... was well kinda glued to it (??) m not really sure why m filling it all up this way :D:D:D:D:D:D but ummm.. welll... okk.. :D
LAst few days at work actually.. n i dont wana miss doing wha i used to do most willingly yahan pe ( come on, kaam to nai hosakta :D:D:D). I got my hands on this very nice collection of gaane from this colleague of mine ok, kal se woich sunrun... sab oldy gudies, not the very oldies.. oldies bole to, not the newies :D, Kamaal khan's suno to diwana dil .. sunke i was like..w ooooo hooooo.. after such a long longg longgggg timeee... n now its.. aawara bhanwre.. hmmmmm
Abbbbb bass bhai.. meku zara time lagta flow me aane.. dats all for aj :)
Adios!
Penning down silly details of life (yes, they sure are silly, n they js seem all the more silly when u read 'em later :D) seemd like umm, ok a silly thing to me, i knew of so many who;d write "diaries" n ya i;ve grown up watching those children flicks n cartoon movies in which they start of "Dear Diary..." :) not surprised to know many (not kids) do it too, even now.. :) I dont know why, when'eva i;d try, i;d fail :D, a brand new diary i;d surely get for myself, and promise to write to it everyday.... but somehow, i neva would .. n the year would end, n i;d buy a new one, n i;d look at my old one n see dat i;d written less than 10 pages in it :D, and then sometime.. i dotn really remember when... i guess it was in my holidays of final year of engg? or may be the third.. i bumped into this blogging thing... i dont know how magar.. n tab se... was well kinda glued to it (??) m not really sure why m filling it all up this way :D:D:D:D:D:D but ummm.. welll... okk.. :D
LAst few days at work actually.. n i dont wana miss doing wha i used to do most willingly yahan pe ( come on, kaam to nai hosakta :D:D:D). I got my hands on this very nice collection of gaane from this colleague of mine ok, kal se woich sunrun... sab oldy gudies, not the very oldies.. oldies bole to, not the newies :D, Kamaal khan's suno to diwana dil .. sunke i was like..w ooooo hooooo.. after such a long longg longgggg timeee... n now its.. aawara bhanwre.. hmmmmm
Abbbbb bass bhai.. meku zara time lagta flow me aane.. dats all for aj :)
Adios!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
5th June 2008
Wooo hoooo hoooo, dats a long long longgggggggggggggggggggg time back dat i;ve been here yarooooo... howcm koi miss nai kare meku :D:D:D hehe okok litee
well but ya its been such a long time, which somehow dint seem zyada long to me coz so so so soooooooooo so soso soso sosooo sooooooooooo many many manyyyyyyy gud things happened :) infact kya se kya hogaya kahan se kahan chale gai my life :) and Alhumdulilah Alhumdulilah.. i cant thank Him any less for what and where i am abhi Alhumdulilah :)
ahhhh ummmmm ok.. jana hai yarooo cha... i know m scribblin after long wo bi.. itna sa :( but well... bottom line... hum kisike shareek-e-hayaat banne waale hain very soon inshAllah :)... geeee i like dat word :D
Actually i thot its been so long so i cn mess it up bohot here but.. ok okkkkkkkkk m cominggggg..
chalo bye!
Monday, May 05, 2008
To the Anonymous'z who visit my blog
This post perhaps would seem silly, but it does have a reason for its existance, quite obviously.. i would;nt call this a dedication to all the anony'z who drop by my space, but ya i;d just like to say... its nice to know there are people out there who find it important to keep trak of my whereabouts, i also realise this might just be my khushfehmi, and may b one or two of you who drop by are genuine in maintaining ur anonymity...
Identity has always been a matter of concern to me, be it mine or someone else'z. I sure can filter out the genuine anony;z in this.. but y would anyone wish to hide who or what they are from someone they think of, or someone they care for, or someone they love or someone they hate for that matter?.. shouldn;t it be quite evident, that although presence does matter, it is also important to know who is present... aint it?
Surprisingly, all the anony comments i get r well pondered over thoughts over my posts... when u read, u think and u actually care to let me know what you think, can i please request all of you to also let me know who thinks what..? It really would be nice...
Thank you very much for reading me, but would also love to know who all of you are.. would just help me relate to your thought better, n m quite sure u'd want that too.. :)
Identity has always been a matter of concern to me, be it mine or someone else'z. I sure can filter out the genuine anony;z in this.. but y would anyone wish to hide who or what they are from someone they think of, or someone they care for, or someone they love or someone they hate for that matter?.. shouldn;t it be quite evident, that although presence does matter, it is also important to know who is present... aint it?
Surprisingly, all the anony comments i get r well pondered over thoughts over my posts... when u read, u think and u actually care to let me know what you think, can i please request all of you to also let me know who thinks what..? It really would be nice...
Thank you very much for reading me, but would also love to know who all of you are.. would just help me relate to your thought better, n m quite sure u'd want that too.. :)
Friday, May 02, 2008
hate hypocrisy!
Fine if m here for a crib again.. perhaps its better to let go here befre i yell out elsewhere.. may be the second yell would be a lil sobered down version n so save me from the guilt of messing up with words (incase i do it!!)... why does the damn world have to be so bad? why do people keep two sides, why do they have to be good to you when they behind ur they can say what u;v never done!!! thats what the call politics is it? well then i hate itt! i never never never dreamt that such a neat equation with this collegue that i have would be soo ugly, and i just hate him so much now for it.. i hate the site of him, i hate it when he opens his mouth, i hate to lisn to him i hate to talk to him, it just all seems so fake when he even smiles!!, and if it was just work he shud hav had d guts to say it in front of me, he aneways is old enough to have htat authority, then y;d he talk ill in front of others behind me.. and that too of somehting i;ve no done??? y !?
well this is the second time... but i feel no less sick about it.. the only difference is the person involved.. poooooreee k poooore gandddee log yehi industry me aake base jaisa hai.. they dont mind lieing also? i mean.. come on.. dont they have a consciense?
it was a skip meeting with the hr and the tm for my pm, i missed it coz i had to leave early.. i was told today the details of the meeting.. and the highlight was.. that the pm got a clean chit.. well ok i dont mind that.. i wudnt neway have opened my mouth.. its appraisal time.. and no i dont want to risk it with him, no way! ya i get the truth bug tingling in but.. well neva mindi can make it shut up for a while if i see harm.. but whateva.. iw asnt there.. soud said that the pm shud distribute work well.. he was very expressive in stating that he had to come over weekends, he worked alone, he worked more( than he shud) just because work was not distributed.. now.. the needle that prick me!, he co ordinates his work.. only with.. Tasneem Begum!, so he indirectly meant he did everything.... and now since i obviously wasnt to shout at d top pf my voice that damnnnnnn this guy is lying!!!, its so dumb but hell.. how can u tak credit of another;s work? and even tlak of it???? how can u say u;ve done most of the work when for more than a week u;d come at 12 and leave at 5 ( therz n hourz lunch break and half n hourz cofee break included in that!), i soo soo wished that every piece of work would be penned and tagged to the name of the person whose done the job and then i;d see if he'd say the same thing.. i feeel sooooooooooooooo soo soooooo ahhh! pehle i felt bad coz i neva expected such breach of trust from this guy, nope absolutely not! next i thought he was gud enuf never to take anotherz credit (but somehow i saw this already fading in him, so this bit doesnt surprise me), i lukd up to him once upon a time, and now i feel eeeky to even look down on him.... kharaab dikha yaaroooo :(:( bhott kharaab dikhaa.. shheeeshhhh its a bad bad world with bad bad logg.. bohot bohot gannndeee loggg.. isme b hypocrisy :(:(, bad bad bad bad baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
S.D.N.E.I.R.F
I dont know why it happens that i write when i'm reminded that i must.. it is a mere conicidence perhaps that i'm told that i havent been here since long and i happen to drop by (drop by??? rnt readers suppose to drop by n writer be always there? bllaaa) that very day..
newyas.. ya.. somehting does pull me here whn i feel i have to let out encrypted thoughts, and no i dotn shy away from that.. i know i do it tactfully (really? huh!) and so u end up reading nonsense... neways... herez more coming up..
F.R.I.E.N.D.S- They love you but they are not your lover. They care for you but they are not from your family. They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation-- They are your F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!! True friends scold like a dad, cares like a mom, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother and finally loves you more than a lover
I read this piece kahin (OK!! someone sent it to me..) i was just wondering.. how;d it be when "F.R.I.E.N.D.S" scold like a dad when you actually need to feel the care of a mom, they tease you like a sister when you actually need a patient ear to just listen, or when they irritate while you are actually looking aorund for peace? bad na?... they r doing all the mentioned things.. but what if they dont come at the right time? may be thats y they say we must let TIME and talk nurture friendship...
khairrr...
Maassalaama!
newyas.. ya.. somehting does pull me here whn i feel i have to let out encrypted thoughts, and no i dotn shy away from that.. i know i do it tactfully (really? huh!) and so u end up reading nonsense... neways... herez more coming up..
F.R.I.E.N.D.S- They love you but they are not your lover. They care for you but they are not from your family. They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation-- They are your F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!! True friends scold like a dad, cares like a mom, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother and finally loves you more than a lover
I read this piece kahin (OK!! someone sent it to me..) i was just wondering.. how;d it be when "F.R.I.E.N.D.S" scold like a dad when you actually need to feel the care of a mom, they tease you like a sister when you actually need a patient ear to just listen, or when they irritate while you are actually looking aorund for peace? bad na?... they r doing all the mentioned things.. but what if they dont come at the right time? may be thats y they say we must let TIME and talk nurture friendship...
khairrr...
Maassalaama!
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Goshh, m getting DhAmKii's for this yaro!!
ye kya baat huiiiii.. i've been juggling between itnee saare things, this n that and that n this.. n i get mails upar se.. wo bhi dhamki waale :P:P update ur blog or else..?? ahh :P:P:P... waiseee :D:D:D i'm honoured :D sheeeshhhh i dinnoo so many ppl out there miss readin my stuff (waise i think AnilZzZzZ will gimme dat yea yea rite luk now :P:P)
khair.. i really havnt got much to throw here.. i;ve been working.. bohot bohot bohot zyada actually.. bohot sara kaam, n upar se i get angry in the middle of duin it, coz i get d feel of.. huh ! Y ME!!! han theek hai.. i know dats bad.. but hey mine is genuine haan.. aise hi i dont say it.. khairr.. wont crib dekho abhi.. coz i;m at the end of it.. n since its moved well that i see i can scribble here for some seconds.. i wont do any nonsense here :D.. but ya.. the solaris build is on.. n i got to finish the windows build before i leave aj.. uparse i was asked to stay back, and i outrightly denied :D, upar se.. i still have the KT session to give.. n ya ALEX for windows me new bug milgaya! damn damn damn, when i;me ready n move it aside somehting new comes! err.. khair.. i dont know uska kya karsaktun mein.. magar i must :(
but ya the demo yesterday went very well.. n ya we had a meeting wid d TM wchih was soo so soo boring.. n believe me the atmosphere was soo soo tempting, i really cud steal a nap, magar nai hua, i was sitting rite under his nose :(, n yahan college type scenario bhi nahi hota dekho.. peeche jao n sojao ;);) hehehe.. waise.. ya i read this college kinda mail... nai fwd tha.. infact read two of 'em.. refreshing.. khairrrrr... bat kya thi....umm ek min.. my build is doen i guess...
hogya :D, han so where was i.. mmm kuch nai yaro.. sab in place.. n so many things running in my mind,
:( ahhh i hate interruptions!!
Ciao!
oh ya.. i frgott.. thank you all for waiting soo muchh.. ill wrap these things n get back in d flow ek dumm :)
khair.. i really havnt got much to throw here.. i;ve been working.. bohot bohot bohot zyada actually.. bohot sara kaam, n upar se i get angry in the middle of duin it, coz i get d feel of.. huh ! Y ME!!! han theek hai.. i know dats bad.. but hey mine is genuine haan.. aise hi i dont say it.. khairr.. wont crib dekho abhi.. coz i;m at the end of it.. n since its moved well that i see i can scribble here for some seconds.. i wont do any nonsense here :D.. but ya.. the solaris build is on.. n i got to finish the windows build before i leave aj.. uparse i was asked to stay back, and i outrightly denied :D, upar se.. i still have the KT session to give.. n ya ALEX for windows me new bug milgaya! damn damn damn, when i;me ready n move it aside somehting new comes! err.. khair.. i dont know uska kya karsaktun mein.. magar i must :(
but ya the demo yesterday went very well.. n ya we had a meeting wid d TM wchih was soo so soo boring.. n believe me the atmosphere was soo soo tempting, i really cud steal a nap, magar nai hua, i was sitting rite under his nose :(, n yahan college type scenario bhi nahi hota dekho.. peeche jao n sojao ;);) hehehe.. waise.. ya i read this college kinda mail... nai fwd tha.. infact read two of 'em.. refreshing.. khairrrrr... bat kya thi....umm ek min.. my build is doen i guess...
hogya :D, han so where was i.. mmm kuch nai yaro.. sab in place.. n so many things running in my mind,
:( ahhh i hate interruptions!!
Ciao!
oh ya.. i frgott.. thank you all for waiting soo muchh.. ill wrap these things n get back in d flow ek dumm :)
Friday, March 28, 2008
prank
I've never been part of such a prank, it was unbelievably hilarious!! i did mention of Manoj n how the guy loves to laugh about himslef n in the process make everyone else laugh, hez got this killing sense of humour, u just cant stop being influenced by his talk once u get to know him :) Cofee breaks are like his laughter pills for the entire team..
js a lil while ago when we were out.. he went missing.. everyone was asking where he is.. n then i asked too.. one of 'em asked me to call him, i said i dont have his number.. i was given a "YOU DONT???" look, n then Gayatri said ya, chalo call him n dumm karo use, i thought it was a dumb idea which she blurted out of boredome n it was definitely not to b implemented, but but but, surprisingly, after a while my fone was in her hand, n ya by then Manoj was back n sitting wid us.. the first few calls she gave kinda dint efect him, from the fourth one he got restless, n ya he was sharing it all wid us.. n mannnn was it hilarious, then it was in my hand n he lukd n was even talkin to me as i dialled n he still gave the "see see again!" expression.. it went on for very long n he finally took another team mates fone n called n he saw 'tasneem' there i guess n v all had a laugh..
his expressions his talk during all dat.. was.. gosh, everyone enjoyed, n he tuk it gracefully i guess..
it was superly dupersly dumb, but surprisingly it was so much fun :D:D
and and andd :D:D:D
i got a call from baba in th middle of d day aj :)
He said i had a call from my colleg, inviting us for an award ceremony for academic excellence n m gona be felicitated with a silver medal :D
n waise whn i rote this to my dost log, replies nahi aaye :-X !
ohhhhh there comes mansoz mail :D
adios!
js a lil while ago when we were out.. he went missing.. everyone was asking where he is.. n then i asked too.. one of 'em asked me to call him, i said i dont have his number.. i was given a "YOU DONT???" look, n then Gayatri said ya, chalo call him n dumm karo use, i thought it was a dumb idea which she blurted out of boredome n it was definitely not to b implemented, but but but, surprisingly, after a while my fone was in her hand, n ya by then Manoj was back n sitting wid us.. the first few calls she gave kinda dint efect him, from the fourth one he got restless, n ya he was sharing it all wid us.. n mannnn was it hilarious, then it was in my hand n he lukd n was even talkin to me as i dialled n he still gave the "see see again!" expression.. it went on for very long n he finally took another team mates fone n called n he saw 'tasneem' there i guess n v all had a laugh..
his expressions his talk during all dat.. was.. gosh, everyone enjoyed, n he tuk it gracefully i guess..
it was superly dupersly dumb, but surprisingly it was so much fun :D:D
and and andd :D:D:D
i got a call from baba in th middle of d day aj :)
He said i had a call from my colleg, inviting us for an award ceremony for academic excellence n m gona be felicitated with a silver medal :D
n waise whn i rote this to my dost log, replies nahi aaye :-X !
ohhhhh there comes mansoz mail :D
adios!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
A random thought of a desiring mind..
The ability to convince is one attribute the possessor can cherish for life. It’s not surprising when u see people around you do something so easily, when the same thing to you seems more than impossible. Agree every individual possess a different caliber, a different thought process, a different personality all together, but that is perhaps where the psychological study comes into picture. On a very raw basis, to me this study is nothing but understanding another’s frame of mind, what they want and what they like.
The Human mind is designed beautifully. Keeping off from the neurological complexities it offers, one very simple attribute to the brain is the lovely compatibility it seems to have with the Heart. Now this is one thing we can exploit. You give the mind what it likes and you see it is satisfied. Sometimes you give the mind what it does not like, you may still see it is satisfied, that is perhaps because the Heart is satisfied. The emotional quotient is an important factor.
One can not propose a stratology on how to convince; all you got to do is state facts. What you ask of another person or what you expect from them is what you are trying to convince them for. Now the other view… does this other person seem ok with what you are asking for? Is he willing to give you what you require? Well, if the answer is yes don’t read on.. ‘coz we are talking of ‘convincing’ here, and if you just answered yes then your job is done, be at peace.. or may be you’d want to read further.. just to know…
Let’s sketch out some details… You have “something” to convince a “loved one” about. Now the something is what you will have to “beautifully portray” to your loved one. And if that is done, you’ve convinced them, ‘coz you’ve just showed their mind what it likes. But isn’t all that simple.. if it were then I wouldn’t have written this and you wouldn’t be reading this. Lets get a little deeper into that, what is to “beautifully portray” , well it simply means, show them “what they want”. And for this you MUST know “what they want”. When you know what they want, you know how to give it to them. BUT!!!!!!!! Again if it were so simple to give them what they want, there wouldn’t be a need to “convince”. If there are 10 things of what they expect, and you have just 5 out of those, then the first thing you do is, turn their attention towards the 5 things you already have. The regular human psychology is to concentrate on what is not present, and hence they fail to bank on that they actually have. And NO NO NO!! This is no theory, this is a fact. You put in everything to show or get the other 5 things, that you tend to forget what you have, so its like you loose out on polishing the shoe your wearing n polish all the other shoes on your shoe stand and you are still planning to buy two new pairs in spite that your bankrupt!
You love your wife, and she does not like the home you’re planning to buy (did I hear u say this is EXACTLY your problem?? Yea I know, this is one major issue we all fight over.. so read on). She just thinks you can get her something better, at a better location, at a better price, with better amenities. BUT remember this is what SHE thinks (although she might even have a list of such places). All you got to do now, is show her what she expects. Ok, its not by the sea side, but it still has her favorite kitchen garden. Showing her that this new place is for her and all its goodies are for her, is only what she needs to give you that nod. To show her that this place has everything she wants (except .. ok , say two things) and you promise to work on those two, and bingo she’s all yours. If you see those two things are something you might not be able to meet, then just throw in more glitter on the rest. MOVE MOVE MOVE her attention from what is not there to what is THERE.
So you actually have chalked out a strategy,
Postulate 1: DO NOT loose focus from the things you already have, do anything to hone those skills and show them up bright, they have to win your loved one’s attention
Postulate 2: work on what you do not have, and hey work hard to get it straight, remember, you still have not convinced.
Postulate 3: The mind gets easily manipulated by the Heart, come on!! use those skills of yours to manipulate that heart (oh yes, it is close to yours!!) so it helps manipulate their mind.
Try these with your pals (in the can’t we just go here instead of there!! situation), your boss (in the let me do it my way boss!!! situation), your mother (in the Come on mom, she’s a nice girl situation), father (in the I promise I’ll drive safely dad!!! situation), siblings (yea those annoying kid brothers, or sometimes irritating sisters, you’ll have a million situations you can relate to with them! )
The Human mind is designed beautifully. Keeping off from the neurological complexities it offers, one very simple attribute to the brain is the lovely compatibility it seems to have with the Heart. Now this is one thing we can exploit. You give the mind what it likes and you see it is satisfied. Sometimes you give the mind what it does not like, you may still see it is satisfied, that is perhaps because the Heart is satisfied. The emotional quotient is an important factor.
One can not propose a stratology on how to convince; all you got to do is state facts. What you ask of another person or what you expect from them is what you are trying to convince them for. Now the other view… does this other person seem ok with what you are asking for? Is he willing to give you what you require? Well, if the answer is yes don’t read on.. ‘coz we are talking of ‘convincing’ here, and if you just answered yes then your job is done, be at peace.. or may be you’d want to read further.. just to know…
Let’s sketch out some details… You have “something” to convince a “loved one” about. Now the something is what you will have to “beautifully portray” to your loved one. And if that is done, you’ve convinced them, ‘coz you’ve just showed their mind what it likes. But isn’t all that simple.. if it were then I wouldn’t have written this and you wouldn’t be reading this. Lets get a little deeper into that, what is to “beautifully portray” , well it simply means, show them “what they want”. And for this you MUST know “what they want”. When you know what they want, you know how to give it to them. BUT!!!!!!!! Again if it were so simple to give them what they want, there wouldn’t be a need to “convince”. If there are 10 things of what they expect, and you have just 5 out of those, then the first thing you do is, turn their attention towards the 5 things you already have. The regular human psychology is to concentrate on what is not present, and hence they fail to bank on that they actually have. And NO NO NO!! This is no theory, this is a fact. You put in everything to show or get the other 5 things, that you tend to forget what you have, so its like you loose out on polishing the shoe your wearing n polish all the other shoes on your shoe stand and you are still planning to buy two new pairs in spite that your bankrupt!
You love your wife, and she does not like the home you’re planning to buy (did I hear u say this is EXACTLY your problem?? Yea I know, this is one major issue we all fight over.. so read on). She just thinks you can get her something better, at a better location, at a better price, with better amenities. BUT remember this is what SHE thinks (although she might even have a list of such places). All you got to do now, is show her what she expects. Ok, its not by the sea side, but it still has her favorite kitchen garden. Showing her that this new place is for her and all its goodies are for her, is only what she needs to give you that nod. To show her that this place has everything she wants (except .. ok , say two things) and you promise to work on those two, and bingo she’s all yours. If you see those two things are something you might not be able to meet, then just throw in more glitter on the rest. MOVE MOVE MOVE her attention from what is not there to what is THERE.
So you actually have chalked out a strategy,
Postulate 1: DO NOT loose focus from the things you already have, do anything to hone those skills and show them up bright, they have to win your loved one’s attention
Postulate 2: work on what you do not have, and hey work hard to get it straight, remember, you still have not convinced.
Postulate 3: The mind gets easily manipulated by the Heart, come on!! use those skills of yours to manipulate that heart (oh yes, it is close to yours!!) so it helps manipulate their mind.
Try these with your pals (in the can’t we just go here instead of there!! situation), your boss (in the let me do it my way boss!!! situation), your mother (in the Come on mom, she’s a nice girl situation), father (in the I promise I’ll drive safely dad!!! situation), siblings (yea those annoying kid brothers, or sometimes irritating sisters, you’ll have a million situations you can relate to with them! )
Sunday, March 23, 2008
weekend boredome.. soundz like hungama eh?
What a weekend it was... i dont remmber being so bored n wanting so so so much to get back to office!! yea yea, u read that very very correctly!!.. itnaa dummm n itnaaa boredd.. i dont remmba whn i was!
Friday was fine.. i was bz wid stuff.. although lite nai thi hamare yahan for almost the entire day, i managed to keep myself engaged n it was nice infact.. kheer n poori etc. :D ab u know time n all to nikal hi jata usme.. ya by evening i was bored magar.. d major reason being the current! gosh it was so bad.. dil bola jab chale jari wo gandi lite.. it was so so soo annoying n i obviously cudnt help missing office :(
khair.. evening me.. lite nai thi.. so amongsta candles we were all having our regular fights.. this n that ye n wo .. u know the typical bhai chaara requirement :D, my sister n dad were fuming over a very very very very veryyy dumb issue :D, n the reason was my yunger sister:D, it was like she tingled n boom they started.. n mum njoyd it as usual since she dznt havea say in it n she so much loves not to bother bout this bit atleast.. it was kinda messing up my plans though.. so i buggd my lil sis n we had a fight over why she bugged the two( my elder sis n dad) n made them yell.. after our mess, i told her my plan :D wich was to ask dad to let abu take us out for a drive since it was raining n lite to waise b nai hai... she agreed n now were trying to shoo both of them.. bla in vain!! they yelld n vented n this n that, n us dauraan.. my two nepehews were having the time of their life.. Rehan just cant stop running around anybody ( ya not even, a yelling father daughter pair :D) with his little umm what do icall it.. cycle bhi nai bolsakte yaroo usku... hmm may be it qualifies to be a .. umm i dont know its big enuf to me out of the toy category n its small so i cant call it his cycle.. khair.. n Fauzan, was bz wid his fone, he jus loves to shout so much when therz too much noise around alredy!!! , n isme.. my mumm jus luvss to steal a nap! kyaaa scene hai dekho, upar se my great brain tells me, i must still try asking dadzz permission! my goodnes!!
khair.. i managed to calm baji down tellin her i wanted to ask him to let us go.. n u;ve alredy messd his mood... she dint want to let go the issue (belive mee it was so so soo soo so so so so sooooooooo dumb!) but agreed since i said we MIGHT go out.. so now they start bugging me.. poocho.. poocho pooochooo.. n i feel dumb to have sowed the idea in the first place.. hez awfull angry n fuming n i want to seek permission for somehting he wud deny in the best of his moods! huh! how dumb Tasneem!
khair.. i went ns at beside.. v had a little talk about here n there.. he seemd calm now.. my sisterz were still peeping thru n aise zabardast ishaare i tell ya! gosh!! they;d neva loose a dumb charade's game perhaps!! so i finally asked.. he gave me a point blank NO, n said necklace road ka mahole ajkal accha nai hai beta, waise bhi barish hori kya karte jake.. i dint say a word, lingered there for a lil more while n walkd out.. n my sisterz kinda were happy that he dint agree ( u know that wala happiness ki dekho he dint lisn to u :P:P:P) but they were also sad that he dint agree so v cudnt go out...
lite ka naam o nishaan nai hai han abhi tak bhi ( see how annoying!!) we continued our nonsense talk i mean sister log n mum.. n then suddenly i heard baba say, kya karte beta ye time neklace road jaake :D n there was pin drop silence now :D:D, i said kuch nai baba, barish hori na, utarte nahi gaadi me se, bas ek icecream khaaleke aate i said.. n then he said.. Abed, leke jaon inlog ko.. bingo!!! hahahahahahah! i jumped frm dat bed n almost hit the chandelier upar ka, :D.. waise to lite thi nai, it ditn take us much time altough we had to hunt for our abayaz, we managed to get them, but nowww.. another thing! baji said she wont come! now i was reallyyyy mad, but surprisingly she was more mad! she yelled at me, tumhari bat suneee meri baat nai sune babaaaa.. lollll n i laughed for soo long, although i teased her enuf for tha, i also got nice spankings for it, she luvs using her hands harshly on me, but it dznt hurt much coz i know its cmin my way :D n the reason usually is superly duperly silly.. n so was this.. anyways.. its took us few minutes to manaaofy her come wid us.. n she finally agreed( she obviously had to :D it was one of those typical tantrums of hers :D) n we went... n all of us like the chudva we get there.. n then we had ice cream.. n ya.. nott o forget, i dont know y but abed is so so fond of playing this one song especially when hez driving his sisterz somehwere, he luvs playing atif aslam's hum kis gali jaa rahe hain, n he puts it on such a high volume n thankfully he ensures the windows r shut, but ya .. we sing along with d song.. it somehow always seem to fit into d situation :D
hmmmmmm
khairr.. aisa kuch tha friday.. i wanted to rite bout the entire weekedn ka boredome, but friday hi aisa tha, now utna boring nai lagra actualllyy.. but yaa.. sat n sun i did NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL, n i so so missd office, n whn i stepped in aaj morning, i felt.. umm ya.. relieived :D
waise i had serious thoughts to pen down ajj.. ab mood change hogya.. soo.... hmmmm.. anotherrr timeeee
Massalaama!
Friday was fine.. i was bz wid stuff.. although lite nai thi hamare yahan for almost the entire day, i managed to keep myself engaged n it was nice infact.. kheer n poori etc. :D ab u know time n all to nikal hi jata usme.. ya by evening i was bored magar.. d major reason being the current! gosh it was so bad.. dil bola jab chale jari wo gandi lite.. it was so so soo annoying n i obviously cudnt help missing office :(
khair.. evening me.. lite nai thi.. so amongsta candles we were all having our regular fights.. this n that ye n wo .. u know the typical bhai chaara requirement :D, my sister n dad were fuming over a very very very very veryyy dumb issue :D, n the reason was my yunger sister:D, it was like she tingled n boom they started.. n mum njoyd it as usual since she dznt havea say in it n she so much loves not to bother bout this bit atleast.. it was kinda messing up my plans though.. so i buggd my lil sis n we had a fight over why she bugged the two( my elder sis n dad) n made them yell.. after our mess, i told her my plan :D wich was to ask dad to let abu take us out for a drive since it was raining n lite to waise b nai hai... she agreed n now were trying to shoo both of them.. bla in vain!! they yelld n vented n this n that, n us dauraan.. my two nepehews were having the time of their life.. Rehan just cant stop running around anybody ( ya not even, a yelling father daughter pair :D) with his little umm what do icall it.. cycle bhi nai bolsakte yaroo usku... hmm may be it qualifies to be a .. umm i dont know its big enuf to me out of the toy category n its small so i cant call it his cycle.. khair.. n Fauzan, was bz wid his fone, he jus loves to shout so much when therz too much noise around alredy!!! , n isme.. my mumm jus luvss to steal a nap! kyaaa scene hai dekho, upar se my great brain tells me, i must still try asking dadzz permission! my goodnes!!
khair.. i managed to calm baji down tellin her i wanted to ask him to let us go.. n u;ve alredy messd his mood... she dint want to let go the issue (belive mee it was so so soo soo so so so so sooooooooo dumb!) but agreed since i said we MIGHT go out.. so now they start bugging me.. poocho.. poocho pooochooo.. n i feel dumb to have sowed the idea in the first place.. hez awfull angry n fuming n i want to seek permission for somehting he wud deny in the best of his moods! huh! how dumb Tasneem!
khair.. i went ns at beside.. v had a little talk about here n there.. he seemd calm now.. my sisterz were still peeping thru n aise zabardast ishaare i tell ya! gosh!! they;d neva loose a dumb charade's game perhaps!! so i finally asked.. he gave me a point blank NO, n said necklace road ka mahole ajkal accha nai hai beta, waise bhi barish hori kya karte jake.. i dint say a word, lingered there for a lil more while n walkd out.. n my sisterz kinda were happy that he dint agree ( u know that wala happiness ki dekho he dint lisn to u :P:P:P) but they were also sad that he dint agree so v cudnt go out...
lite ka naam o nishaan nai hai han abhi tak bhi ( see how annoying!!) we continued our nonsense talk i mean sister log n mum.. n then suddenly i heard baba say, kya karte beta ye time neklace road jaake :D n there was pin drop silence now :D:D, i said kuch nai baba, barish hori na, utarte nahi gaadi me se, bas ek icecream khaaleke aate i said.. n then he said.. Abed, leke jaon inlog ko.. bingo!!! hahahahahahah! i jumped frm dat bed n almost hit the chandelier upar ka, :D.. waise to lite thi nai, it ditn take us much time altough we had to hunt for our abayaz, we managed to get them, but nowww.. another thing! baji said she wont come! now i was reallyyyy mad, but surprisingly she was more mad! she yelled at me, tumhari bat suneee meri baat nai sune babaaaa.. lollll n i laughed for soo long, although i teased her enuf for tha, i also got nice spankings for it, she luvs using her hands harshly on me, but it dznt hurt much coz i know its cmin my way :D n the reason usually is superly duperly silly.. n so was this.. anyways.. its took us few minutes to manaaofy her come wid us.. n she finally agreed( she obviously had to :D it was one of those typical tantrums of hers :D) n we went... n all of us like the chudva we get there.. n then we had ice cream.. n ya.. nott o forget, i dont know y but abed is so so fond of playing this one song especially when hez driving his sisterz somehwere, he luvs playing atif aslam's hum kis gali jaa rahe hain, n he puts it on such a high volume n thankfully he ensures the windows r shut, but ya .. we sing along with d song.. it somehow always seem to fit into d situation :D
hmmmmmm
khairr.. aisa kuch tha friday.. i wanted to rite bout the entire weekedn ka boredome, but friday hi aisa tha, now utna boring nai lagra actualllyy.. but yaa.. sat n sun i did NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL, n i so so missd office, n whn i stepped in aaj morning, i felt.. umm ya.. relieived :D
waise i had serious thoughts to pen down ajj.. ab mood change hogya.. soo.... hmmmm.. anotherrr timeeee
Massalaama!
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
A Big Big Girl in a Big Big World
... I am a Big Big Girl
In a Big Big World ...
... Its not a Big Big thing
If you leave me …
… But I Do Do feel that
I Too Too will Miss You much …
.. Miss You much ..
.. I can see the first leave falling
Its all so Yellow & Nice ..
.. Its So very cold outside
Like the way I am feeling inside ..
... I am a Big Big Girl
In a Big Big World ...
... Its not a Big Big thing
If you leave me …
… But I Do Do feel that
I Too Too will Miss You much…
.. Miss You much ..
.. Outside its now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes ..
.. Why did it have to happen ..
Why did it all have to end ..
... I am a Big Big Girl
In a Big Big World ...
... Its not a Big Big thing
If you leave me …
… But I Do Do feel that
I Too Too will Miss You much…
.. Miss You much ..
.. I have ur arms around me
oooooooooh like fire ..
.. But when I open my eyes
you're gone ..
In a Big Big World ...
... Its not a Big Big thing
If you leave me …
… But I Do Do feel that
I Too Too will Miss You much …
.. Miss You much ..
.. I can see the first leave falling
Its all so Yellow & Nice ..
.. Its So very cold outside
Like the way I am feeling inside ..
... I am a Big Big Girl
In a Big Big World ...
... Its not a Big Big thing
If you leave me …
… But I Do Do feel that
I Too Too will Miss You much…
.. Miss You much ..
.. Outside its now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes ..
.. Why did it have to happen ..
Why did it all have to end ..
... I am a Big Big Girl
In a Big Big World ...
... Its not a Big Big thing
If you leave me …
… But I Do Do feel that
I Too Too will Miss You much…
.. Miss You much ..
.. I have ur arms around me
oooooooooh like fire ..
.. But when I open my eyes
you're gone ..
I dunno whoz sung it.. but i just love the way she says the second miss you much :).. beautifully sung :)
dhoop n a crazy bhai, upar se image designing!! soncho my haalat :(
Long time no see.. kya hora mekuu.. summer buqar? sheesh.. its so hot ajkal bahar.. the little time dat i spend out.. ya a less than two minute walk to the cafeteria.. seems like a punishment in that scorching heat ! i;m not exaggerating, meku sachme waisi lagraa.. ab pata nai sachme dhoop effect yaa. aur mera dimaagh garam hai... hmmm
:D isnt it nice if u get up galti se in the middle of the night and check the time n u realise, you have a wholeeeeeee hour left to get up :D.. well.. has happened wuite a few times wid me.. but when it happened last nite.. i felt nice :):) bohot nice :) i slept really early last nite.. bout 9 or so.. n then i happn to get up at 4, i checkd the time n i went :D:D:D:D n slept again :)
last evening i went hoome wid my bhai, n i dunno wat was with him, he actually decided to take me all the way from tolichowki to jublee hills n b hills n wahan se home.. n i asked why, he said he dint like the traffice between mehdpatnam to asifnagar! how dumb is dat now? i thought he was crazy.. he actually was i gues.. i almost fell off he was driving reallyy fast, i dunno wat was with him.. we went over dat umm i dont know wat area it is.. u know the apollo hosp ka peeche ka side.. umm hakeempet n all i gues.. not sure.. anewyas.. it was all hilly han, upss n downzz.. maagr roads acche khaase banadiye wahaan ye log... hmmm so a ride in the evenign wahan se was a good site, he stopped ocassionally.. umm nah not stopped, slowed down .. so i cud see the city seemed all lit up u know.. it was beautiful :)
m back to image designing yarooooo :(:(:( i soo soo soo hate it... i wish it were like doing it from the scratch :( wahi boring images to theek karna kate.. dummm dummm dummm hota meku usse.. khairr.. last time it was nice, i made another guy do it :D.. dint manage to this time magar :(
khair.. i have htis nice lil song i got from a loved one :) i dunno whose it is.. its just nice.. n i luvd it :).. will put it up here soon :),
untill thenn... AdiosSsSsS...
Thursday, March 13, 2008
eyes dat made me smile :)
Its been long time, said manso.. i really havnt scribbled here since long 'eh? hmm not dat i dint hav stuff.. i guezz iw as lazy.. there was this one thing last weeknd wich happnd n i thot i;d blog it..
i was with mum for her regular check up.. watiing anxiously for our turn(ye usual hai han, itneeeeeeee log rehte wahann k bas, khairr.. ) it was finally our turn n i stepped in with my mum, the chair beside mine was empty, another few minutes, and i saw a man walk in, he sat there comfortably.. he was holding a black bag that had some papers i gues.. he seemed at peace, wasnt really fiddling with anything ( unlike the usual fiffling with d hands n legs dat ppl tend to do when they r 'waiting').. i realised he was smiling suddenly, i dint know for what.. then i turned to luk at him.. untill then i dint actually luk.. i cud js feel his presence n cud make out wat he was duin coz he was right beside me.. but when i looked at him.. i smiled too.. a rather broad one than his.. i dint know he was blind, he seemed so normal in everything that i just dint notice until i actually put in some effort to look at him. later i was surprised he was'nt accompanied with n escort either, he came alone..... i dotn know what made him smile suddenly, but his smile did bring a smile on my face.. i felt a lil stupid though.. but it only broadened my smile.... it was his turn, an attender came by to help him reach the doctor's desk, he sat on the chair very carefully, he was facing the wrong direction.. the doc started talkin to him , n he then turned to d right one.. i smiled again :), seemed like he was a regular patient, i was suprised howcome i never saw him here considering i;ve been accompanying mom since quite a few years..
later he walked out.. n stood there carefully opened his bag, n removes a folded stick, he tried to remove some rubber band kind of thing tied to it, in order to unlock it i gues.. but the stick fell frm his hand, n dats when everyone else in the hall noticed him n realised he doeznt have eyes, n so one of them near him piked it up n then he straightened it n walked past... i dont know if he kepts otherz thinking too.. but he did atleast to me... hmm it was nice..
khair.. u know wat happnd yest?? huh, perhaps d most stupid ever thing, i dint know what to call, but now i think ill call it gossip (thankz to anilzz) i was wid a collegue and her friend, we were returning after breajfast, i dont know wat went on but the lady suddenly asked me, so u do your shopping from london i heard (!!!!!!!) n i went.. really???? (not aloud han.. js to myself) .. i was wondering.. people around here actually notice what others wear n even talk about where they rpoabbaly bought it from.. and EVEN PASS IT ON?? hahaha.. i almost laughed, but controlled thinking it wud offend the lady (i dint know her enuf, she was my collegue's frnd) i smiled and she asked, oh,. not london? some other foriegn place hi naa.. i know i know she shook her head.. n i dint say anything after that.. lolll
eeeeee mansoooo.. dont bug me like dat to finish quickly :P:P time lagta hai yaa.. i do other things wile postin yaa :P:P:P
das all fr now folks!
Adioss
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