innocent victim...

He is as small as my adorable nephew, those small hands with plasters around them... tiny legs that were swollen up, one of them was plastered... holding his nipple in his plastered hand.. and bearing the pain of his bandaged chest, that little baby opening his wide eyes as the camera flashed to take a photo of his and here i saw it in the newspaper... wasnt his fault.. but he was still a victim of the israeli airstrike in lebonon... and what was worse was that he was not the only one.. that picture was taken in the general ward of a paediatric hospital i guess( m assuming since there little kids everywhere)
clik on da title.."innocent victims".... its jus a peek into the sickening atrocities...

Too much for just a little..

it aint all dat bad u kno.. oops.. jus a min... it isnt all that bad you know( refer my previous post to know why i put that oops there)

anyways... when u happen to see a video that reminds you how unpredictable life is.. and how unexpected death can be and when u just pass it on and then get a reply from a sister who has recently lost her brother.. telling you how important that message was for her.. wudnt say it gives me a shiver.. jus that it made me sit up n look at things again...

well just as the phone bell rang and i picked a just another call.. i dint realise it would distrub me to the extent i would'nt think of.. not from someone i did not expect, aneways.. the content of talk was rather disturbing, and after that i had a longer talk on the same issue.. oh well it was just about me venturing into something taht would keep me busy and active, perhaps my lithargic lifestyle started reflecting on my.... ahh.. pata nahii (i dont know ).. it just seemd like it was too much i had taken for too little.. but it was only after that i was relieved of it.. that i did realise.. that it was too little..

a disturbed mind, (well there was something else going on pehle se hi) and now this one seemd like placing me on a crossroad wid no direction boards!! anyways... when u are relieved of something instantly.. you just realise that His power empowers everything else, i can only acknowledge submissively..

well thats about it for now...

jus a scribble after long

know what know what know what??!!@@##$$?!?! i wz ranked third in college.. with 83% and da convocation was such a memorable event with mum n baba accompanying me to it.. hmm black robe and the hat.. wasnt expecting it, not in my college atleast.. but was a great feeling, absolutely delighting n ecstatic.

sad picture there, with those mumbai blasts... it looked aweful on tv yesterday, ok now.. i am trying to cleanse my writing skills and am going to read this entire thing again before i actually post it to check i dnt hav any half words n silly scraps here and there.. so inshAllah from now on an and would be an and, and not an "n", and a would would be a would and not a wud, and simialr would be a be, i mean.. it will not be a b.

heheh good phrasing there...signing off for now :)

da futball gods lost!!!!

ennuii???@!?@? nahh.. wid a million mournin brazil's loss n probably a few thousands feelin beckham's pain, ennui is one thing dat fortunately hasnt hit me .. ummm fr today atleast.. hehe.. relieving definitely.... hey.. graduating to become n engg. (oh yea.. i am one now!!! yuhuuu) aint all dat tufff et al... umm was suppose to be feelin smthin dat wud be enthralling... but it dawned only on realisation... oh yea.. frm a couple of close ppl heheh ... well da black robe wid dat blak wierd hat n stuff wud b a diffrnt feelin altogethr... but convocation at owr col.. is alll white.. n borinn....
ahh.. i started wid no ennui ( ahh i like dis wrd yaa.. i wish it had a better meaning to it )
n see m down wid it now... wil scribble in sm other timee...

ciaoo