ROGER DAT!!!! :D

heyy.. me jus learnt a new word.. "roger" .. pehle i thot.. it was used galti se... wo hojati na kabhi.. galti se mistak... dat kinda stuf.. but thn.. i thot.. lemme chk ... n dictionary.com says... roger meanss... ok... alrite... ummm.. message recieved n understood.... cute word naa??? :D i like it!! may b i;ll use it more often now :).. its supposedly used as.. "roger dat" umm dats how i came across it .. me likeeesss it !! roger dat now! hehehe
hey.. chk dis out...

aankhen teri hai kitni haseen, ke inka aashiq mein bangaya hun.. mujhko basaale inme tu....

IShq hai... maula mere.......... mm.. mm... mm.. ......................

ke inka aashiq, mein bangaya hun, mujhko basaale inme tu...

Mujhse ye har ghadi mera dil kahe.... tum hi ho uski aarzoo... mujhse ye har ghadi mere lab kahen... teri hi ho sab guftugu...

baatein teri... itni haseen... mein yaad inko... jab karta hun.. phoolon si aaye khushboo

Rakhlun chupaake mein kahin tujhko.... saaya bhi tera na mein dun...... rakhlun banaake kahin ghar mein tujhe... saath tere mein hi rahun... zulfen teri... itni ghanii.... dekhke inko... ye sonchta hun... saaye me inke mein jiyun.....

IShq hai.... maula mere... mm.... mm............. mm......

Zabardast song yaaa.. m luvin ittt...

ummmmmm bas hogya aj ke liye...

aacchiii cough acchhuu!!#$%& (kya karun title pe clik karte hi it started)

its probably my 100th time for d day... its so cold in here... n i cant stop sneezing... too many tissue papers wasted.. i hope my dust bin is cleared by tomorro morning.. there i cough again!!!

i'v tried chekin it n various places.. how cn one restict n email's domain name? or d host name yaa? d max validation definitely cn go beyond chkin for a "." and a "@" but hey.. i did a lot more than that... agree much more cn be done... but dat wud b too much fr too little.. dats wt i thot.. umm dat reminds me.. i happnd to read a line this morning that said " nuthin is too little for us" umm dats purely in d s/w engg. sense... i kno its not understandable.. effort isnt required there waise bhi!!!

i've got a story to tell... here goes...

2 frnds... gud pals... gr8 buddies... onez in luv wid d other... d other isnt for it.... ab movie ki story line kaise aage badegi? .. read a 2 line story dat begins n ends like dat? well.. mere sath rahoge to bahot kuch padne ko milega...
haan... saw it d other day..

i kno wt m feelin whn m ritin all dis..

u think ... aaaaachi.... aaaaachu! ok.. dat was two sneezes again! ahhh.. pissd off to d xtnt dat i wanna dispose my nose!!!

haan now i continue from.. "u think" ( i was talkin of smthin there, oopar ki line me) han.. so u think .. nah.. me thinks... its silly... to.. umm well... my ring luks gud... n its 5.52pm... dotn wonder wt m riting bout.. i know sm day m gona read dis n keep thinkin.. "hell!! wat was i upto!" neways... its really is gud readin ur musings after long.. i did dat last week n i njoyd it.. rote really well in sm posts (:D) nah.. its jus dat.. cud relate to it.. cz it was direct dil se.. but smtimes... u cnt put everythin dats in ur heart out na..

5.54... another 6 minutes n m off... m gona tell Satish bout Ashwini.. n i dunno wat m gona do bout dis email validation( mine wrks pretty wellllll) cough cough coughh,... sniff... sniff..! damn... i'll fill dis page wid achchi acchu sniff n cough i think...

m shiverin... definitly gona be down wid fever tonite... my nose i alllll red .. eeeeks.. 5.56

aj ka dinnnnn... ahhh... bura tha.. nai.. din bura nahi tha.. mein buri hun.... :( i kno y m sayin it. .

5.57 it wud take me 2 minutes to pack n wear my burqa na... so...

ta d ta... n bye d byez.... n m still thinkin w m gona name this one..

Xanga-post2 and post3

Friday, December 15, 2006
aftr lunch!#!%&*
okkk .. m bak frm lunch... n dont think i like this template very much... n jus tryin to figure out.. how i shud change it.. well ... wanted to take the 2 o clok shuttle.. but ahh jaanedo.. hey hey heyyy pause here.. hav n urgent mail to finish...
willllllllllll b bakk!!
have visitorzzzz( the Anilzzzz THe Keetssss)

bye the byezzz
signingggg offf








Tuesday, December 19, 2006
figuring out...
hey... dis aint very gud yaa... i was trying to edit my earlier post.. m not sure how to.. God knowz how long its gona take me to get accustomed to tihs new envi.. i mean.. Xanga... hey i like d name though Xanga... sounds gud... but it all dznt luk dat gud... i want a more sober luk yaa... n trying to figure out how to.. but in vain!
newayss... hey.. bhaiz shaadi was gr8!! had a nice time.... all diffrnt culture n stuff.. uparse "din ki shadi" it was like.. wooo hooooo.... njoyed... n m tiredd!!! very very tired! totally exhausted, jaded, wagged n exhasperated n enervated n drowsy n droopy n ... lollzz.. i guess i'll stop thre.. hehehhe
ahh me outta d mood to rite fr now... wil get bak again...

Xanga-post1

Lemme begin by sayin y i sort of changed my domain.. well simple reason.. silly one though!! Wipro dznt allow me to blog on blogger anymore... dont ask me y... m still wonderin y.. coz i had sort of becm a frequent blogger since a ... umm well.. a lil while... n blogspot wasnt blocked until.. yesterday!!! :(
newyz.. since.. this thing called... XANGA has cm to my rescue.. lemme test it fr now....
the wierd site name (yeayea... tasneem_blogging_from_office) i know its wierd.. is to b... ummm direct .. to d point.. ahhh well watva yaa... jus cudnt think of a bettr name... n was piisd off bout not bein able to use my earlier blogger... ahh well... me gona use this one tomoro onwards i guess.. ahh noooo.. not tomoro.. cz tomoro is weeeeeknnnddd... n me goin to.. to .. to .. tooo... Sholapur... its my bhaiz weddin yaaa.... will b bak.. after lunch... hold onnnn!XangaType your first post here, then click "Submit" to publish it to your Xanga Site Or you can come back anytime to write a weblog post later!

wat do u call this now!!!

yaiiikkzz!!!! me n dance!!! my PM's lost it!!!! i've been so clear.. damn i told him i wudnt.. i told him a million timezzzzzz... i helpd him find another person he cud nominate.. magar nahi... he put my name there!!! NO WAY m i gonna dance... the helllll!!!!!!!!!!!!

blaa ok wateva... i walkin after a gud lunch... n herz how he greets me.. wid a broadddd smile.. "hey tasneem u;ve got a nice mail, chk it out" n i go like.. o oooo...

neways... no point.. thinkin of it.. mnot gona do it waise bhi...

ahh.. m disturbd... js recvd a mail(nuthin to do wid nach baliye)... dnt wana rite bout it...

will wrap i up here..

m bakkkkkk n m luvin it ..pa parappup paa..

woo hoo.. i really wanna say lines.. like.. my joy knowz no bounds.. me sooo happy!!!.. i feel... ecstatic... gratified, gleeful me flyin highhh, m absloutely elated n feel exultantt, excited, glad, n jubilant to d core!!!!!

geee.. all dat was..." coz m bak to bloggin" hehe.. silly? nah.. nt fr me.. cz past few days... iw asnt able to blog.. cz bloger wz blocked.. fr... umm welll god knows wat reasonss!!! newayss... who cares where the waterz fallin frm when its raining?? (ehhh!!! lolzzz dz dat line make any damn sense?? hehehe) me luvin it...

i tried a new blog environment.. n dint like.. was jus bloggin thr... par yahan ki baat nahi aai yaaa.... n finally.. thot i;d try it again.. one last time.. n voila!!!! logging in!!!! n here i amm!!!

hey.. i think i'll paste those two or more posts i put there... well dat place is called... Xang. gud name naa !! ...

dats fr now... will put on those other posts frm Xang soon!

adios!! :P

i dont eva wanna name this

smtimes u jus feel bad... mayb for nuthing... but that nuthing seemz such a big thing to u dat time.... it jus simply is dat way... n its not nice ... feelin alone in crowd.. is sucha heavy line... feelin alone in a crowd thats gud to u is all the more bad.... its always dat u have to move on... jus go ahead... n keep goin... no stop.. no luking bak... its like ppl come .. n ppl go.. smtimes they walk wid u a while... n they suddnly leave.. smtimes things happen that make them leave... smtimes they are there n still not there.... m not sure wat m sayin.. but m sure m feelin bad.. n m sad.... n m hurt... its too silly a reason.. i sure wil laugh at myself later i know... but dat dznt make it any lighter for me.... i still feel the same...

i feel like n aliennn!!!

ahhh.. i know it aint very gud to blog only whn ur totally frustrated n hate everything n everyone around ya.. but i dunno y.. i really cant help it!! its like i burst it all out rite here.. n u know after controlling loads m here again.. i duntt like this one one one oneee bit!!!

it takes me around 100 rs. to reach my office at manikonda from home.. it hot.. i;d take up d suggestion a frnd of mine had given me earlier.. n cm to a newar my office n then take n inter office shuttle dat wud drop me .. on time... well it was ok.. fine planned.. i left home early enuf.... slept well after a very hectic party at home last nite... but thn... damn i dint know where this office was... the other bulding i mean.. reachd it... smhow!! damn i hate d way i actually landed here.. it was sooooo eeeeeeeeeks! wateva!!!... n m here now.. thot i;d take d shuttle.. but missed it!! HELL!!! i hate it soo much.. n theresz no one i know here either.. i feel like n aliennn!!! blaa.. wateva...

found d way to d library here... managed ot get a system.. n m stuk here.. dint wana blog.. cz my mood aint all dat gud... but thn... a\i did finaly.. may b i ccan catch the next shuttle!! ohhh howe much i hate dis i hate dis i hate dis.. m on dis sys since very long.... n i like it.. m so glad i hav a sys atleaast.. but there jus 4 in here.... n i feel everyonez waiitttnnnn fr me to let go dis one!! puhhleaseeee lemme be until a few more mins.. i'll head strait to my office frm here.. .... balaa blaaaa blaaaaaaaa!!
i dnt like this.. i dont i dont i dontt!! n i can rite dat.. a million times here now.. i;ve typed long mails to pals.. chkd all my mails n stuff... everythin done.. hell jus waitin fr it to me.... ateast 1.45 jaldi se yaaa!!!!!!
time dznt pass whn it shud

well.. lets see now... i think i must move.. it aint gud.. infact its very very bad... to be hangin around at a place ur not onee bit comfortable

me leavinnn
bye d byezzz

my day...

too much to put down here today.... its liek a storm risin in n i gotto put everythin in place.. i mean.. i got to bring out everything in suhc a way dat it all seems in place... umm well.. m wonderin... it was like.... okkkk lemme start again... i'll say it well this time...
hmm ok...

nah.. lemme first say how i thot it would be... thn i'll cm to d real picture... yup... here goes..

THE BOARD ROOM MEET!!!

i walked out at d rite time.. so i;d be at the room i was required to be.... thankfully wasnt late.. jus went in... n a couple of ppl followed me.. n i i was following few too...
ooopss sorry... i was suppose to say how i thot it would be

ahh here goes again.... 1..... 2......................... 3

i already knew the room v wer suppose to go to.. n so was aware of the ambience... the point was.. the focus of talk... it wud b formal... to d point... technology specific.. project specific... v hav this to do.. n this much time for this.. owr client wants this... n this is how v plan to achieve it... so lets all work hard.. n do owr best... bingo!! dats wat iw as expectin....

now... THE REAL PICTURE!!!!

the ambience was same... d ppl who joined us... i mean.. "my team" ws a mix of a gud range of ages..... Satich began wid.. this is Tasneem.. and that is Ashwini... n v went on.... he spopke of 'avaya' .. US client... Europe client... US lotsa work.. Europe not very happy... he went on.. technologies... WLP,WLI, DW, PL/SQL( thank God i knew atelast bout this one!!) netviewr( m not sure bout this one.. wat he rote there was very tiny..) .. neways.... before this.. everyone introduced thmslevz to us... later, a person( seemd a lil older dan the rest ) complained.. you ppl shud give us your intro first n thn v wud.. butit was vice versa over here... n to this.. Satish reacted... ahan.. now this is called raggin.. n there was a roar of laughter in d room... it seemd to him(satish) dat one of us was sleepy... he asked if he reallyw as.. n again.. "hehehehe"(dats roar of laughter in d room again!!) n m still confused.... he went on... sowjanya...a team member.. she had lots to ask.... but there was a lot of tlak on learning... i sort of got a picture... " oh so is it like there isnt a proj wid us now n so v r all into learning" (imagine... one of thm evn suggested for a training wid talent transformation.. n i was like... ahhh not againnn trainingg!!!) neways... i went on to ask d same question dat i had in mind.. but satish promptly clarified.. dat v hv lotsa work.. n for dat v must learn... n i went like.. i cccccc........ pause!!!!! heyyy its 6 alreadyyyyyy not fair.. i stil have lots to rite in here....

n i have this mail thing still on my mind... temme yaa.. wats rong in riting "the three of us" ? i dunno.. it seemd rong to sm senior person here.. ahh wateva...
cut cut cutt... hav to cut this short
very short...
ahhhhh
okkk.. m not gud at wrkin under pressure... i eman.. well.. not gud at blogging under pressure atleast... n if i miss my busssssss.. then toooo mein to gai!!! kithe??? heheh pata nai...
lol wil wrap it up here....
i really dint realise how fast my day went past today....

hey one more thing... i'v mentor assigned now!!!
ahh theek hai yaa baaki baadme

signing offfffff in a hurry!!

m gona give this a title... sm other time!!

m addin this line in th end.. i mean after i;v typed all dat thing down there.. but want it to be read sab se pehle!--- i know m kinda shabby whn posting .. but.. kya hai yaa.. meri space hainaa!!!
yupp now go ahead!!! read onnn.....



lemme begin.. with a lil xplanation bout the wierd title i'v put in.. its jus dat m lukin fr a word synonymous to ennui... n dont wanna use "overwhelmed by ennui" again... coz i really cant relate to dat kinda boredome n this one now... ahh well... u get d point dont u... well i guess i do.. so.. wateva!!!!!

i;v been makin a million calls since mornin... i dont wanna make it messy here.. wid all my frustration out rite ther on my cute lil space.. but since its meant for.. wat i really am.. n i pour out literally everything rite here... may b , i shud do it... m jus tryin to say!! YEA I WNNA YELL!!!!! n SHOUT TOO!!! arre hadd hogai yaaa!! bohot hogya abhi.. its like.. been so many days.. a whole damn week! n i dont ... hav a PC.. well i do... but it aint configured.. n it takes me ages fr dat!!! n where m i!!! now i dont wanna hilite that here.. integrity issues u c... ahh.. m gud at timez......

gr8!! wat cud b worse... my calls arent bein answerd either now... m not sure.. is dis gud.. i mean.. u know the kinda place i am in.. n this kind of behaviour.. i dont wanna give it terms.. but u really can call it anything from scaling from irresponsible to absoluetly casual... may be ... even... ahhh... i cn cm up wid d most ridiculous of adjectives here.. but dont wanna describe smthin thats mine.. (ahh well wateva!!!) in dose words yaa... m so damn pissed off.. i really really am.. n dat fella is had it frm me today.. uski to hai aaj!!!!!!

hmm frustration levels fluctuate too??!?##$?$%?.. n they go up n down really well.. hehe atleast mine... m sorta feelin better abhi... not that i got my thingss done.... but wat i jus said.... " dat guy is had it frm me today" i think i'll spare him... seems like my work is gona be done... nonethelss.. things change in a jiffy... moods change in a jiffy too..... i jus read this cute lil thing in ashwiniz mail box... wil jus paste it here so may b i can reminisce it later.. ahh well smday whn i get bak to readin this post perhaps... hmm here goes...

"A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the wheatfield and choose the biggest wheat and come back.But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn backto pick."The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even biggerone waiting for him.Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he starts torealise that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, heknew he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teachertold him, "...this is love... you keep looking for better ones, butwhen later you realise, you have already missed the person "

well found it cute... so put it there... ahh.. dats bout it i guess.. will probably get bak a gain in a while... n wil be quite frequent in bloggin now onwards i gues... well .. no prizes fr guessing Y?? heheh.....

ciao fr now!

excerpt--"from office"

Hmm.. before i begin with my "today's" ... here goes... my ummm well... "someday..."

it really has been long since i;v blogged... n at this moment.. i really realllyyy want to :(.. well now dat dznt mean i;v e got good content to post.. jus dat m on a riting spree... typing spree rather... n so.. neways.... me at OfFiCe :D ... yup... i posted last.. whn i was at the frp training there in dat insititute.... n now.. m at.. well.. yupp.. the actualy.. office like thing :P... its wierd people muse bout their life's.. their daily insights.... n whats more wierd is.... dat i very much fall into the wierd category... blaaaa !! hehe.. so.. me... in a totally relaxed state of mind.. ( yea rrrrite!!! i;ve got to clear a PRP test!! n i know nuthin of it!!! ) wateva.... !

ya.. so like i said.. me at wrk.. .. not bored... its beautiful outside... drizzling.. now n then... the lawns seems greener.. the flowers luk more yelloe pink red.... the sky seems like.. umm well.. grey.. kabhi blue... kabhi white... actually na.. i think.. wo bhi confused hai :P

neways.. yaaaaa!! manasa!!! shez here... rite beside me... wonderin .. how i type so fast.... the silly gal .. dznt know... dat m super slow.. whn m typin stuff thats meaningful... heeheh.... ahhh.. now.. m not terming this "crap" :P

m gonna paste this.. jussssssssss like that!!! i missed n icecream!!! the worlds badd!!! n anil is very very very bad!!!!!!!! n u know wats worst?!?!? the infy-pune staf!!! yuckkkkkk!!!

well.. dats all fr now... me gona post this rite there.. wheneva i get d time.... but wil timestamp it rite here... .. cz i know.. m gona reminisce even these wierd musings.. hmm here goes... 3rd November '2006 . 2.41pm .... CARNATION.. WIPRO TECHNOLOGIES .. manikonda! :P

signing offf..
fr longggggggggg!



Tasneem Begum
Project Engineer
WT01 - Technology,Media,Transportation&Services
Wipro Technologies
Manikonda, Hyderabad

P.S : i dont wanna post a new one... jus wanted to insert here.... " i cleared PRP!!!!! yippyyyyy :)"

i like it here.. :)

ahaan.. m duin it finally... i'v always wanted to post frm office... :D lollzz.. yup office!!!

hmm since its been longer than usual( i always say dat, dont i :D) i jus wanna log dat, i like it here... its like havin fun.. n bein paid... yup atleast fr these three weeks (its d third week now!!!).. i;v made frnds.. n hav many of 'em... gud ones :) .. oh yea!!

work isnt like work.. but sure is gona be like it.. very soon ... after monday assessment.. may b things wil change.. not very much... may b jus a lil... dats cz i'd actually b duin smthin then perhaps :P.... lollz not dat i aint duin anythin now!! wooo.. m talkin crap.. "hic!!" heheh.. kno wat dat hic is?? its.. a hiccup after bein drunkk! a frnd here keeps duin dat.... hehehe.. nope .. m not drunk....

well well well.. d bottom line.... lifez gud... n m really likin it :) n m glad m duin wat m duin.. and m glad.. to b where i am today :)

dats it fr now!! jus wantd to post frm here!! lollzz!!

september 2002- september 2006

oh yes... this month has quite some significance now.... it was year 2002, september 2nd.... i had ventured into MJCET ( yes that is my college's name.. ) really excited, full of life... thoughts to live it all in happiness, in joy, with excitement and fun, n yes... i'v had it all.. MJCET did not dissappoint me one bit.... but that time.. entering that gate.. i did not think... that four years later i would walk out of that gate for good.. and i'd be carrying from it something that would leave me into another organisation... to begin with a new journey... pretty much at the same time.. yes.. that was 2002, and now.. it is 2006... and tomorrow.. is september 1st, a new beginning.... i just hope its as good or may be better than how things have been so far... i have too many thoughts regarding it.. with hopes that it all fits in really well... i shall wrap this one here...

smtimes.. smthings.. jus happen...

i hate this .. i hate this i hate this!! i jus rote down d wholeeeeeeeeee thing! da whole thing.. n .. nnn... my system restarted :(
neways... i'll try puttin it again... hmm yea.. smthings jsu happen.. they jus do.... ur on ur bed.. oops.. nai.. i m on my bed... wid a splitting headache... a bad one.. n ur fone rings... nahh.. MY fone rings... hmm n smone asks.... Rajneesh hai?... n there started a silly saga.... read on....
kaun rajneesh... ye rong no. hai.. n i wz jus bout to disconnect.. whn d other voice like.. went.. aise kaise nahi hai.. mere workshop pe aake deke gaye ye no.... ahhh.. there another screwing call.... i asked.. kahanse bolre bhai sahab... Lucknow se... i said.. ye hyderbad ka no. hai... and boom!! thereee... dat fella;s xcitemnt levels jus rose.. high.. hig.. n high... he went like... kyaa? ye sania mirza ka sheher haiiii! hehehe now there i jus started laughing.. n he went on n on bout saia mirza... adn hyderabad.. and.. hyderabad;s links wid lucknow... in da light of history ofcourse..he knew quite sm stuff.. hehe.. now i wz still laughing.. cz he knew.. n i knew.. dat we dint know each other n he jus went on n on.... next.. he told he was a writer..... he rites biographies.. hindi acchi thi.. shudh wali.. he talkd of his work.... thn he was like,,, mein bhejunga aapko apni kitaben... zauru courier karunga... i was still giggling... it seemd soooooo wierd... i cudnt belive sm1 calld all d way frm lucknow.. a rong no. n he went on n on... talkin... heheh.. it was gud though... da fone disconnected three times amidst da conversation... he dint hesitate to call again... jus to say... incase i visit lucknow or nainital... or anywhewre in da north.. i shud let him know.. n dat he wud take care of my stay there... wooo... i shall remember this... always.. hehehe.. hota hai kabhi kabhi..

hey.. dats bout it..
:) ta ta

watevaa...!

well its like smtimes u'v got loads to put it rite down.. n at times... therez nuthin at all... yea m bak to my silly messing up of spellings.. i dnt wana b a goody goody riter.. not fr today atleast... y? ... well cz m ritin in here aftr..longg longg longgggggg.. n dis time.. is... well.. one of those whn i see nuthin to put down.. but jus yestrday it was da ti had lots n lots.. blaaa... n theree goess..!! yea.. d net connection;z messing up again... n dat means... ahh i gotto keep dis fr publishing.. another time...

hmm nuthin much atually.. jus a trip to col.. fr stuff... paper wrk.. tc bonafide n stuff to b precise... hey.. i feel m ritin fr d heck of it rite now!! yeaa!! truee... jus dat... fr d heck of it... mummmmyyyyyy!!!!!

ahh there it cmz again...wat?? arre yaaa.. d cnnection playin hide n seek... so.. i cn publish it now itself.... hmm.. nah... i dnt wana rite anymore... ummm.. imean... anythin elsee...

sooooooo

soooooo

soooo

sooo

soo

so

ciao!!

Wierd Fascinations...

What could be fascinating about huge fat and round hairy creatures, jjumping around, playing around, doing things you cant figure out.. Rehan still loves watching them :) they are in wierd colours n move thir mouth in sucha funny manner..... hey.. even the busses n cars have huge eyes and they talk really well and about good things, but in the end..its all so rejuventaing to watch those dumb n silly things.. jumping around... laughing over things that otherwise dont seem like jokes... they'v got colorful strands on their heads that move in a rythm as they talk... n those eyes jus batter so cutely ..... but still... what is it that keeps those little eyes glued to the television n has all the attention of that tiny brain.. ahhhhh nonetheless........... entertaining to the core...

thats the CaRtOoN world. . . . .

innocent victim...

He is as small as my adorable nephew, those small hands with plasters around them... tiny legs that were swollen up, one of them was plastered... holding his nipple in his plastered hand.. and bearing the pain of his bandaged chest, that little baby opening his wide eyes as the camera flashed to take a photo of his and here i saw it in the newspaper... wasnt his fault.. but he was still a victim of the israeli airstrike in lebonon... and what was worse was that he was not the only one.. that picture was taken in the general ward of a paediatric hospital i guess( m assuming since there little kids everywhere)
clik on da title.."innocent victims".... its jus a peek into the sickening atrocities...

Too much for just a little..

it aint all dat bad u kno.. oops.. jus a min... it isnt all that bad you know( refer my previous post to know why i put that oops there)

anyways... when u happen to see a video that reminds you how unpredictable life is.. and how unexpected death can be and when u just pass it on and then get a reply from a sister who has recently lost her brother.. telling you how important that message was for her.. wudnt say it gives me a shiver.. jus that it made me sit up n look at things again...

well just as the phone bell rang and i picked a just another call.. i dint realise it would distrub me to the extent i would'nt think of.. not from someone i did not expect, aneways.. the content of talk was rather disturbing, and after that i had a longer talk on the same issue.. oh well it was just about me venturing into something taht would keep me busy and active, perhaps my lithargic lifestyle started reflecting on my.... ahh.. pata nahii (i dont know ).. it just seemd like it was too much i had taken for too little.. but it was only after that i was relieved of it.. that i did realise.. that it was too little..

a disturbed mind, (well there was something else going on pehle se hi) and now this one seemd like placing me on a crossroad wid no direction boards!! anyways... when u are relieved of something instantly.. you just realise that His power empowers everything else, i can only acknowledge submissively..

well thats about it for now...

jus a scribble after long

know what know what know what??!!@@##$$?!?! i wz ranked third in college.. with 83% and da convocation was such a memorable event with mum n baba accompanying me to it.. hmm black robe and the hat.. wasnt expecting it, not in my college atleast.. but was a great feeling, absolutely delighting n ecstatic.

sad picture there, with those mumbai blasts... it looked aweful on tv yesterday, ok now.. i am trying to cleanse my writing skills and am going to read this entire thing again before i actually post it to check i dnt hav any half words n silly scraps here and there.. so inshAllah from now on an and would be an and, and not an "n", and a would would be a would and not a wud, and simialr would be a be, i mean.. it will not be a b.

heheh good phrasing there...signing off for now :)

da futball gods lost!!!!

ennuii???@!?@? nahh.. wid a million mournin brazil's loss n probably a few thousands feelin beckham's pain, ennui is one thing dat fortunately hasnt hit me .. ummm fr today atleast.. hehe.. relieving definitely.... hey.. graduating to become n engg. (oh yea.. i am one now!!! yuhuuu) aint all dat tufff et al... umm was suppose to be feelin smthin dat wud be enthralling... but it dawned only on realisation... oh yea.. frm a couple of close ppl heheh ... well da black robe wid dat blak wierd hat n stuff wud b a diffrnt feelin altogethr... but convocation at owr col.. is alll white.. n borinn....
ahh.. i started wid no ennui ( ahh i like dis wrd yaa.. i wish it had a better meaning to it )
n see m down wid it now... wil scribble in sm other timee...

ciaoo

lingo n buks.. err buk crossers

well.. 11 supposedly is a long time.. i;d clear dat.. it aint suppsedly.. it actually is.. if ur still wnderin m jus refering to da fact dat m scribblin in here after a longer time than i m supoose to... hmm having said dat.... wat i see creepin in my mind dis moment isnt.............. dash dash dashh
orkuttin sure is funn yaa.. hey.. wats hot dis season umm i;'ll tell ya... a hip lingo.. yeaaa... i jus goto kno.. as i was tryin to figure outt wat peeps means... well its short fr people.. hehehe.. she rox my sox... meaninn shezz cooll.. hey.. u know.. usin cool is passe!! yea.. ur lukd wid n eyebrow up whn u say.. hey ur cool... wooww.. dis sure is gud to read n rite bout.. specially at da moment whn i was thinkin of mending my riting habitss hehehe ... hmm figurin out.. imao.. yea.. smthin called imao.. lingo yaa.. dats on campus these days.. goto update regularly i guess.. woo generations leapin veryyyyyyyyyy forwarddd... umm i like it i thinkk .... welllll dat was webdings font for.... i like it i thinkk hehehe gr8!!

oh myyy listen to dis now... wat i thot wat imao.. is actually lmao.. n gues wat dat meanzz.. short fr laugh my ass off!! blaaaaa.. not gud fr mee!! but general knowledge yaaa.. heheheh

lazy lazy lazyyy.. i thot i was da only one aroundd.. i see too much competition noww hmm wateva... but hey... soccer fever still on.. has moderated at my place though i dnt evn know whoz gudd noww... wnderin if KSA crossed da hurdles to reach da second round atleassttt argentina hot fav.. n yea.... like a friend of mine very well mentioned.. thoe who dnt kno much bout soccer , whn asked who ur fav team is.. say brazil... hmm i gues i cn agree to it.. although i dnt wana say brazil's my fav... cmonn yaa they;r guddd
hey book crossing.. it seems is a new trend dats hit hyd, dznt seem to hav taken up in swing though.. well its bout leavin a buk.. in a public place after u;v read it.. so it jus passes on.. n reaches nother reader.. who reads it n passes it on.. hmm goes on like dat.. not a bad idea.. i wnder who;d like to take da step to begin dat buk voyage...hey i saw dis pic on da front page yest.,.. women in iran playin rugby, all in hijab... must say pleasing sight... n wat i saw today.. hmm bruce willis standin next to dis suuuuuuuuuuuuper huge teddy like thing which it mentioned racoon... it was soooo damn cute!!! n loooooo.. another localist voicing his thoughts... lucky chap.. has Deccan Chronicle as his platformm (wel he must b cribbin bout it in hope of times of india or the hindu...).. Srinivasa Rao.. yea i guess dats his name.. hmm as i read.. nature hs a lot to it n to understand it one must understand its language... hmmm now a mmillion dollar question.. wat langugae dz da nature use?? wellllll acc. to da writer.........its .. ummm itss... welll.. itss MATHEMATICS!!! yeaaa... hmm i thot all dose poets n literature kings n queens too ...... dint like math n science n so they'd bunk classes or.. fr n extreme sequence perhaps jus drop outta scool/ college to njoy NATURE n hence venture into literature in emerge.. umm successful (mostly unsuccessful heheh) writers or... wateva... nature speaks in math... or it was perhaps jus to create a beutifying look tfor math haters.....

hmm did i sayy ciao n adios r passe tooo?? welll... all u gotto sayy.. is
laterr...

overwhelmed by ennui

lazing around has probably reached its peak... i dont rememba whn it was last dat i had soo much time with nuthin to do.. or may b i shud say.. so much time wid lots to do.. none of which interests me!!! HoMe.. dats one word dat strikes tooo many feelings.... fr now.. to me.. its synonymous to BoReDoMe!!!!
well i kno this aint gonna last long.. its hardly anytime perhaps( i desperately wish soo!!) since ppl around me go on n on advicin me to DO SOMETHING.. n da kinda stuff i get to here... suggestions i mean.. hav a wide variety... not all amuse me.. but da onez dat do.. smhow take a backseat... n there again.. i hav more dan too much time.. n dis is all i have to do....
hmm dat reminds me... i was into researchin emotions in machines.... how glad i am at this moment.. my system dznt feel much... else dis kinds torture( yea yeaa m talkin of wat m ritin!!) wud drive it crazy to no bounds!!! ehmm.... puttin a second thought ( see dat.. i learnt to put thought instead of my regular thot!! m learninnggg :D ) may dat machine.. umm this machine wid emotinal intelligence.. wud hav better to offer to my souring moods in life( jus fr now haan!!)
okie dokiee... spam mails.. yea.. tolerable.. hackers!! m gettin a sick feelin fr thm.. but dt one art is worth mastering ( i m not hinting.. m no skilld hacker!!)
too many serious issues lingering around my mind n heart..wudnt wanna say m hesitnt to post bout thm.. but no point hinding truth either..
heyyy!! i saw dat.. shahrukh starrer kabhi alvida naa kehna's trailor jus today.. finally on air aftr so much hype.. may b wil rite bout dat whn i hav a second n third luk.. dont wanna dissapoint pritey zinta's fans by sayin shez lukin oldiiieeee (oops... wasnt suppose to rite dat!!! )
voila.. dats enuf for da day... thot of mentioning those stupid date plans my silly frnd was makin..( woooo.. not a date wid me yaa.. ) ........... okkk noww.. m overwhelmed by ennui!!!!!
ciao!

jus another day...

hmm smart enuf, u wudnt jus start talkin (chatting i'd rather say.. ) to sm1 u hav no idea bout.. n u r not da first to approach (ok ok .. i kno.. sm wudnt mind...) , ahan.. dis encounter i;d say was wierd. well, since i find da incident worth bloggin.. it ought to mean smthin eh??!!? as i type this.. m still wnderin if its worth.. but m sure i'll keep wonderin wat its all bout, whn i read it smday...

so, tasneem sounds wierd?@#$%@!!!! hmmm dats a wierd comment cmin frm a wierd stranger, wid wierd mysterious atittude who definitely had a sound intention which kinda failed ( woo my instincts hint too muchh bout too lil heheh!!) ok ok .. i dont possess da right to torture my readers ( see dat conviction!! sm1 wud read this keenly smday ehm ehmm!!) wid silly stuff..

so wats it like.. whn sm1 says.. u've been lucky for me? n how bout smthin like... i jus want sm time out of ur bz schedule.. well all dat n lot more said mmore dramatically, wid intensity.. loads of it.... n conviction dat reflected sincerity... wat cud one hav to say bout dat? woooooooosh.. losin track losin track... i gotto move smwher... dat wrld.. is iss.. ummm.. hey.. wateva.. need to sign off fr nowww!!

15..14..13....

well a cross 15 minutes is what i have in hand.. n yess listen to the goal now... if u happen to read my previous posts, u must have observed.. i've been using umm what do they call it now, yea.. a yea for a yes,, a da for a the, hehehe and how bout a fr FOR a for!!! if dat sounds kinda difficult jus see me type this sentnce again!! " if that sounds kind of difficult, juust see me type this sentence again".
nowww there u see da difference dont u, as i realise da art of riting ( ehm ehmmm da art.. is dat wat i rote??!!!) is a lot more beautiful if maintained wid the punctuations n yea... da rite words or do i say... the ritely ritten words... hmm its gonna take me lotsa time to catch up though... but i;ll reach there soon... its gonna help i kno... cz i was in a bad situation recently whn i was addressing n official mail.. wid these kinda words...
nature takin its course, as da monsoon hits south.. n showers hit da city, lush greenry, n a lil tacky smell at necklace road aftr da rains, is smthin dat dznt turn hyderbadi public off!! i;ve seen them havin a gala time.. jus like i did wid my family....
hmm reservation hulla gulla still on, although its muchhh more lesser than earlier... but its n issue worth givin a thought ( no wonder INDIAz debating!!) gr8 response frm all sectors... if col wud b on... participation perhaps wud hav been a lil more enthusiastic...
more on dat sooon...
n yeaaaa!!! dat was my 15th minute at n end!!!!

another lesson life taught me....

here goes now... buks r gonna b history.. buks r gonna b history.... BUKS R FINALLY HISTORY yupp..dats jus my way of sayin i wrapped up my xams... n like i said earlier.. i dnt thnik i;ve delayed dis post very long :) .... hols n fun... go together eh? wnderin how m gonna get da second wrd fit into da first one... as i find more time for myself, i only realise m unfolding towards too many odds of...... of... of.. da 4 letter hevy wrd..LIFE... n today i add another attribute to it.. unpredictable... although i;v always realised dat life is supposed to b unpredictable.. but dis side of it unveild jus recently.. as i heard my best friend mourn into my ears, early at 6.30 on monday , whn i was reviewing for my xam, at da wee hour she calls to tell me, hell broke lose n shez lost one of her most precious being... her cries make me guess coz she i knew her father was ill, i had seen him jus few days bak... latyer in da day as i met her.. i realised.. i was da one she lukd upto atleast only for dat moment.. as she was there to rite her xam... n what dawned to me dat time.. is something i hardly ever thought of... never had i found a situation so difficult to deal with.. as i consoled her, i asked my innerself wat i am duing, it was her father n m telling her not to cry, to see da gud in it (which daughter can find gud in her father's death?) but still as v both spoke.. v realised.. how life is.. n what it teaches and dat it is da best teacher.... da one thing i had told my self few days bak... "smthings are better learnt by da harder way in life" i cud jus see dat situation reflecting it all... v both rote our xam n rushed out earlier dan v usually do... n as v spoke i felt .. she was feeling better... may b jus a lil, may b jus da size of of da nuclues or wateva smaller dan dat... life teaches... n i am learning... these are difficult lessons... but i m learning.... i rite dis as i mourn, my frnd;s loneliness... wid prayers dat they would emerge from this situation gracefully with the Almighty;s help, and wid thots dat lil dat i hav know of uncle.. i hope he rests in peace as Allah announces his maghfirath...

oh yea..!!

ahaan... dis is wat cmz to my mind at dis point of time, "sm things in life are better learnt the harder way" must hav read it smwher, dat cant b da creativity err.. philosophy perhaps, of my mind.. neway.. fail to recollect, so wont take da credit, incase its worth it ( oh yea sane words are always appreciable) neywayss.. bak on trak.. buks like i;d said r gonna b history... dat day is fasssst apporachin.. but as i sit here to post, herez another thing dat cmz to my mind... one cant always be right, can one? to err is human... havin said dat.. y is it so difficult fer human to realize dat.. mistakes r things one learns frm... n if made fer da first time... unintentionalyy.. do they deserve punishmnt?... y do i feel they dont?.. umm umm blaaa.. losin trak again... hey.. hyderabadi jokes (language highlighted haan!!!) are da most circulated fwds since da last few months... two months to b precise...got 'em posted frm n NRI frnd(sheesh.. cudnt i think of a bettr description at dis point of time!!), who m sure had a gr8 time laughin at 'em jus like i did..... oh yeaa.. another thing dat cmz to my mind... how cn one person be soooooo very diffrnt whn he/she is wid two diffrnt ppl? difficult to digest.. sugary wid one... hurting another... wats true? bla bla blaaa.. next time i'll cm up wid better stuff to post, dnt wanna torture my readers( perhaps nil rite now) heyy last thing haan.. neone who cmz across dis post.. may be by mistake... plzzz spare sm time to post comments.. criticism is welcome yaaa.. i happn to take it well :D
signing off fer noww.. wont delay da next post fer long..

moving on..

riting bout life aint all dat tuff... n whn its urs.. it bcomz all da more easy dznt it...., so wherez it heading? well.. mine seems to hav set on trak... buks n college is soon gonna be history... picnics n frndz ..canteen n gossip.... lecturers n comments.... ahh dat all made up life there... but yea.. we hav to move on.... ahh I hav to mov on... leavin stuff behind.. aint gonna feel very gud... bu t da excitement i predict future has in store.. jus makes me feel... hmm may be dis is it... want a change.. yeaa a change.....