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Insaannn, what a species, what a creation, so much to it, and nothing at all, it has so much in hand, but nothing he can call his?(*!!!*). somtimes the easiest of things seem like a mystery, or its just that we tend to luk at it in a way that it unfolds that way?(*!!!*). U know, ur sure, ur told, and its more than evident that something is to happen in a certain way, y still after that point one tends to overlook (nah) ignore( nah) dont care (yea may be! ) bout it n venture into what you were told not to? Dumb na? Sooooo human !! kyun magar? aisa hamesha to nahi hota, i mean one doesnt react the same in every situationt hat has a similar context and question.. then ?

ab dekho, therz tihs really good looking well n bohot saara paani usme, but ur told or u know or u js get to know somehow, that even after u reach that well, ur not gona get uska paani.. fir, kyun jana bolo wahan? ok, u like it, its nice, accha ai, jo bhi hai, the ultimate goal ( yaani k paani ) is not gona b met, then??? why head in that direction at all? i mean.. dekho, simple si baat hai na, jis gali jaana nahi, us raaste ko dekho bhi kyun? ( kuch hai wo muhaavra, i know i messed it, but htis suffices my purpose :D)

magar han, it also is true, that one woudnt do the same thing for every situation na, ab when u know smthing is wrong u wudnt go ahead n do it for nothing haina... ye situation bhi similar hai, the difference is, it aint as harsh as differentiating gud n bad, its js dat, kuch milne ka nahi hai to kyunnn jaooo? n it dznt end there han. inpite the question, inspite the answer, u still go !! kyunnn???

may b more on this later.. i know i still havent put my tangled bundle of nerves out yet! so aur baaqi hai :D, kaam hai abhi.. wil get back..
untill theenn!! may b u can count the number of kyun's i've used :D, ok, now i know what ican name this :D

(: SaTuRdAy YeLlOwZzZz:)

Aashayen khile dil ki, ummeeden hasen dil ki :)

hey, this was a part of that questionnaire we had for the Antakshiri prelims :D, accha tha yaro wo, but :( ya we wernt thru it :( so .. v cudnt sing :D , khair.. they call it 'blues' when they r sad, what color do they call it when not sad? may b its pink for happy, but,, what do i call it for now?ummm.. han shayad yellow shud do..? :D Saturday yellows :D, han ye theek hai :). . ..

Saturday bhi nahi chut ta dekho ye machine :P, addiction? or is it js dat m heading to smthn like, cant stay widout it? eh huh, exaggerating perhaps :S
hmm i was js llukn thru my folder, js n year back i supposdly had js a folder on my name n iw as supposd to dump in everything i possiby can into it, n now i actually hav a whole machin at wrk, earlier, i;d b excited to be given a chance to access my computer ( yea hum bhai behen bohot ladte the for that, v'd have to take turns :D) n now i spend a whole day over it, 5 days a week ! man a year n so much change :), that folder of mine... gosh, it had soo many things ( it still does) all my eminar reports, my presentations( atleast 3 of 'em two rogh n one final draft ehehe:D) my work meaning assignments, n what a variety yaa, sooo soo much there, n how come i was neva still tired? i dotn remmba complaining, i;d have so muchhh fun, n now lukin at it i feel.. wooo did I do all that?? hehe
Emotional Intelligence in Machines, we presented a paper on that in our tech fest, v got a consolation then... later v presented it in another college;s tech fest, we got First prize :D i luk at it now n smile :D,.. DNA computing, yea dat was my smeinar topic for the 4/2, kya kyaaaa karti thi yaa mein... n abhi dekho... therz a wierd still a some dumb stand, nothing like enthu perhaps, a deserted brain or a typically programmed one that seems to head towards a stagnating end? ummm grrmm, sounds bad :D
janedoo.. chalo bas hai abhi. bubye :)
n by the way! Wipro blocked blogspot again !! although i can post, i cant see my published blog..

Adios ;) n yea, i know what m gona name this post :D

Before your death


The truth that we are aware of
Life that we know shall come to an end
Nothing in hands we shall have then
Deeds they say shall speak there-on

Sad it is that we still pay no heed
We sure were told what we must read
But still we just pile up more weed
We don’t realize, it is our need

There shall come an hour verily we were told
To prepare for it and ourselves to mould
To stand before the Master of the world
For it is Him alone we can hope to hold

Another chance we shall not get
To live again in this world He shall not let
Make haste and pray for what you fret
Before your death and you are met

ye n wo

quite a few things here... ek to ye.. ki my team mate, Uma (now if he does a CTRL +F for his name, he'll find it ;) ) was trying to find out wat omnidaemon meant coz he heard us talk about it so much.. .. so he googled it.. n loll guess wat he came across.. hahah my blog !! now it showz ! :D

waise weekend was very nice... fri exi.. sat golconda outing wid frndz( cant really elaborate on thiss.. magar yarooo mazaaa aagaya :):) ) sunday.. hehe shahrukh khan treattt, devdas, K3G, ek aur aari thi yarooo.. mmm yad nai aara nam .. hmmm ... ya.. Veer zaaraaaa :):) .. so it was srk all sunday :):):):)

aj.. hmm kam wam.. n this n that.. but i was told i cant help myself although i solve many things for otherz.. :( khair..

time hogya.. jare hum.. tataa!

another piece of nonsense (read 'no sense') :D

i dont really like to have the feleing of my machine being overlooked.. n dis moment.. its smthin exactly like that.. i feel sm1z lukin peeche se.. tryin to peep a my screen, thank god this aint my real waali place...

my system crashed :D, i was workin on it.. n i truned to talk to my team mate, i turned wapas.. n saw.. my machine.. :D black out :D, the memory slots r a problem it seems.. n so the motherboard requires change, n a call has been logged with the vendor n its expected.. umm.. 2 3 days me kate :D.. waise he told me smthin similar earlier also.. but it was fine by evening...



khair.. m at gayatriz machine abhi to.. n dekhte hain. kab theek hota hai sab...



actually na ( ok m gonna blabber nonsense now).. you somtimes do things u;d hate just a lil later than you;ve done them. Its so human i know... but it aint very good... i don think i like it... u cant help it either.. it just happens.. u dont know why, you don know how, and sometimes you dont even know what.. but it still happens.. ( PAuse: the IMG guyz here.. hez got a spare motherboard kate.. :-~) ya so where was i... in the middle no where..

its like blaaa life.. n bluu life.. n wateva hell.. n nonense i tell ya at times.. u don like his u dont like that.. n smtimes whn u do... umm well.. janedoo..

duhh ! theek hogya.. m at my machine..

anyways... u dont know wat to do u dont knowa where to go, u want it to hold on u also want it to finish, u want to stay u want to leave u want to move n u also want to b still... how on earth do u think ur gona get everything ek saath?
nothing at all happens n u just complicate it all soo soo so much for urself, not just that, the bad thing of it is, it has n aweful aweful impact, sometimes irrepairable damages, u talk nonsense n later regret but that is all, u can only regret, nuthin perhaps to undo it... y y y should otherz be at the recieveing end of ur nonsense? not fair na.. ? u;d hate it if u;de b in their shoes, but u still dont think.. u know it all, but, u still dotn care? no... it aint that u dont care, but y should... neva mind...

peace, important nai?
waise mum called .. dont miss the bus aj bolke :(

ta taa!

Alumni Meet.. mazaa aagya :)

kuch yaadein bhulaaye nahi bhulti, kuch waqt roke nahi rukta...
Sometimes you so soo sooo much want something to come back.. n most of the times.. its tim well spent.. its time thats gone.. time that ur sure is never to come back, but u stil so so sooo much wish you could hold on, so much wish u can peek into it again, just a a glimpse of the past gives you those goose bumps n dat feel of wanting to stay back n never to return...

hmmmm.. yai was kinda feelin dat way.. ova the weekend.. had my Alumni meet, n it was soo soo soo nice being there with all of them again.. back to my old class, arre.. hamari class ku lab banadiye wo log.. n therez a whole new block now.. poore ke poore 7 floors! my goodness.. n the ramp is gone.. therz a new canteen.. but that slope up n down to our blocks is still the same.. the parking shed is still the same.. the guy who used to stand there is still the same.. the chemistry labb.. mann!! hehe wo bhi waisa hi hai.. the LR was locked.. the pharmacy block is in place.. the old canteen ke pas kuch shed sa banadiye.. n kuch naye seediyan hai wahan.. hmmm the library area.. hehe the place we'd call LP ( short fr lover;s point ;) saare copules wahin milte the :D:D n saare badmaash n padantuz bhi wahin milte the.. the badmashz were there to spy on the couples.. n padantuz ke liye to library jaane ka raasta hi thaa !! ahhhhhhhhhh kya din the yaaaa..

most of them turned up.. even the married ladies( 2 of 'em) were kind enuf to come over for while.. they left jaldi magar.. the lecturers r the same.. the auditorium :D wo bhii.. sab sab sabbb itna accha laga ki bas.. it was like.. sooo gud to see everything n everyone together.. Nad bhai was in town, he had given me his numbr.. i dint call him fr long.. n then yad aya so i called him up dat morning ( ditn tell him my name ;) ) although he had a hint it was me he wasnt sure, n he was kinda hunting ke kaun hai wahan pe.. khair.. mile unse bhi bohotttt accha laga.. me n juvi went around poooora campus.. oour classes the labs , the machines we did our project on.. it woudl be nice if far would come.. she cudnt make it magar :(.. accha tha yaa sab.. the cse girls had turned up too.. kafi log the.. sab se milke it was liek.. woowww.. :):):):) i cudnt stop smiling.. n then the show was nice too.. there were some performers.. hyderabadi ishtyle me guftgu.. aisi kuch tha.. the laughter challenge representatives of hyderabad were there to entertain us.. n hmmmmmmm aur ek bohottttttttt acchi bat bhi thi joo bohottt acchi lagi :):):):):)..

arre haan.. i also happnd to meet that junior of mine.. that was such a funny encounter.. after i lost my pehle wala number, we lost touch, kal he was sitting at the entrace to register the guests.. n he insisted that we put in our names too.. i said ok n sat down, one glimpse of him n aisa laga.. i know this guy, kaun hai magar.. yad nahi aya tab but.. n he asked my name n i said it n i lukd at him again, he gave similar 'i know u i guess' looks, then the other things n then he went liek... 'ap .. baji hai?' n i went ya!! yaad aaya! Aziz!!! lol.. n i sat there for a wile tlakin to him n he kept yelling kya hai number badaldiye call nai kuch nai bla bla.. accha tha yaroo.. sab kuch bohot bohot bohotttt accha tha :):):):):)

chalo.. have kam for the day.. :)
may b i'll b in those MJCET special effects for d day ;)

Massalaama !!

She

She thought she was in wonderland
At ease and peace with all in stand
Dew drops glittering on glossy green grass
Nature enthralling that took her in trance

Flowers that bloomed smiling at her
Birds seem to sing welcoming her
How was everything so perfect
Why did everything seem so correct

She sat under the shade of a tree
And noticed something come beside
A squirrel perhaps was back from its ride
It also seemed in a lively spree

It looked at her and ran around
Went back to hide and made some sound
Its gleaming eyes peeped at her
She thought it was in some kind of a stir

She breathed a sigh, the one of grief
And thought for a while about her strife
The solitude now was called loneliness
The peace she felt was now distress

She breathed again, this time of relief
And thought again this time in belief
A minute it took to get back her smile
She realised it wasn't worth that mile

A lesson she seemed to learn that day
Live in the present, keep the past at bay
When she smiled at life it showed her wonders
She finally learned to enjoy those thunders

P.S: Shubha, dont ask me why, but i just like to dedicate this one to you :)

%%%%% - i realised i neva had these kinda titles ;)

Sometimes you dont understand whats wrong with you, or may be its just dat you think somethings rong wid you n may be nuthing really is all that rong.. but still the mind percieves it that way n there ur heart takes u to the sadder side of lala land where u kinda question urself, whats rong, m duing things that hurt so much.. but wat did i do? its like.. u do smthin n they dont like it n u dont know y they dont like it.. ?
umm .. jaanedoo..

waise.. i was told sm1z happy wid meeeee :D

chalo ghar jana hai..

Adios!!