Kya din the yaar...

It is often that we look at the past and imagine it to be better than it really was, our outlook at the present is worse than it really is, and that of the future is more miserable than it actually will be, and this is the reason, people find reasons to be happy.

Very simply said, i never realised that the past was perhaps so beautiful because i looked at it that, no comments on the present and future bit :) I wont deny that it is such a dominating fact that most of us look at our yesterday as better than our today :) , our school was better than our college, our college was better than our work place, our last job was better than our present job :) wierd coincident nai? n as we move on it will still be the same, we would again think of this time as better than that time we would be then living... and say .. what days... kya din the yaar.. :)

No psychological nonsense here, but pondering over why it is the way it is.. is :D something that can change the 'persperctive' perhaps..

Well, why am i pondering over this?? i happen to read something like that i rote in the first para, in a forwarded mail n i thot.. ahhhh so true! n it is almost everyday that i spend my evenings 'reminiscing' the past by sharing my so called 'old days' with my husband :) n he never misses trying to show me that the present is far more beautiful and this will again be 'reminisced' as 'old days' just like m doin it now :)

HAPPY 2009

sheeeshhh.. i frgot to mentionnn

HAPPYY NEW YEAR!!!

i was js lukin thru my pehle ke posts.. i realised... 2005 se i've come a longggggg long long longggg longggggg wayyy.. n that one.. i mean do sau pandra was my first post of the new year n i dint even realise... :) so ithot i'd scribble a lil to let that thot out :)

i'l soon come back witha new post.. i think i have an idea :D

ciao!

Post no. 215

Well, ok.. simple baat hai.. i know m lazy, and i very well know m bored, n i think m goin on to starting to feel.. home sick :( country sick.. aur pata nai kya kya sick..... they all used to tell me.. but i always thought it wudnt be that way for me... shuru me sab accha lagta hai.. baadme malum hota told my cousin who recently moved to the US with a craze like ...... ahh sab ka wahi hisaab rehta i guess....

its not a big deal waise.... its always like this, human aint happy with whats in hand, u always hope for better and then think of the supposedly better past and then you pause for a while and think, come on, this is so beautiful, and then u move on again..... its like question bhi khud hi, answer bhi khud hi fir reasoning bhi khud hi, aur to aur marks bhi khud hi.. wo bhi 10/10 ... yea rrite!

There are many things i missed logging, this was supposedly my.... umm what do u call it... equivalent of things to do list.......... Things i've done, and want to remember, and dont want to forget, and like to read of later and...... u do get my state of mind dont ya _:D

An idol mind is the devil's workshop, i heard that many many times, i quoted it many times too, lately i've been probably experiencing it... waise the last time i was told that statemnt in order to show whats goin on... i was realy mad! aj fir i was told that same thing... but aj laga.. may b sahi hai.. but i wish my devil were a lil creative and make me do the wackiest things eva, i dont wana be bad.. i always had and have agoody image :D although i dont strive for its maintanance, perhaps somehtings come naturally to u :D:D:D....

arre u know watt... i was in the papers here... yea the local daily... :D full page pe meri foto, with Santa :D just the two of us ;D but since he was too huge, m lukin tiny in the pic.

i've watched like 40 movies so far, irrespective of good or bad.. can u imagine that! i neva had the time, i dint know what was goin on in bollywood, i mean.. movie story acting wise, waise to i kept a close look at the music charts, since that was my only sahaara during my hardcore coding days at Wipro:D, but movie... i used to be laughed at by dost log if i'd mention movie.. it wud be soemthing they'd watchd monthssssss ago!

waise i still love the snow here.... we do make it a point to go play int he snow for quite sometime.. its always fun, it sjust that its terribly boring to get dressed to go out n play..

The timings r getting a lil normal i guess.. atleast it doesnt get dark at 3 anymore! i was in a gathering recently, ya managed to force myself to chek it out after denying some invitations.. n surprisingly had a good time :)... dont ask me why suprisingly.. i dont have d patience to relate the earlier experiance!

and yes i had a very luvly sweden trip within this period :D wo bhi.. Cruise meeeeeeeeee :D:D:D it was my first eva journey over the waterss, and i had a ball.. it was luvly... the very idea of sailing was awesome, n the cruise was no less than a mall.. waise i guess waisehi rehte .. got to see the all firangi nightlife sort.... hmm it was nice :) but ya again i missed my ppl usme :) n i cant forget the dinner we had :D it was very bad tomato soup.. n the other thing... i dont remmba its name but it had a very tiny toast pe 2-3 prawns and a shrimp which we left untouched :D and one more toast exactly like that but with tuna fish topping :D... i'll upload the pic once i get my dusra wala laptop jisme saare pics hain :)

well its been two long months which seemd to have ran really fast... ya absurd i know.. icall it long and gthen they also ran fast.. :) but thats how it is.... its like a peaceful storm, so who cares if its a storm as long as its peaceful :) ... i dont know why i said dat bit :D

my day is full of bhejafry.net, gmail, my kitchen and ofcourse i have my dear husband moving with me in all this :)

life has changed... n i luk back and smile... and i know i'll walk further and again look back and smile, may be i dont enjoy so much living it then, but when i look back, i miss it.. i love it.. i want it back... its like for every moment perhaps... not that m missing out on living the moment in missing the earlier one's.. its perhaps just that..,.. may b its meant to be that way... u always luv ur life coz its urs :)

well adios for now.. no promises pof comi ng back soon.. but yes ofcourse i'll try like i awalys do.. not that i dont have time... i just did mention wat m doing with all that i have :D

Maassalaama!