ROGER DAT!!!! :D

heyy.. me jus learnt a new word.. "roger" .. pehle i thot.. it was used galti se... wo hojati na kabhi.. galti se mistak... dat kinda stuf.. but thn.. i thot.. lemme chk ... n dictionary.com says... roger meanss... ok... alrite... ummm.. message recieved n understood.... cute word naa??? :D i like it!! may b i;ll use it more often now :).. its supposedly used as.. "roger dat" umm dats how i came across it .. me likeeesss it !! roger dat now! hehehe
hey.. chk dis out...

aankhen teri hai kitni haseen, ke inka aashiq mein bangaya hun.. mujhko basaale inme tu....

IShq hai... maula mere.......... mm.. mm... mm.. ......................

ke inka aashiq, mein bangaya hun, mujhko basaale inme tu...

Mujhse ye har ghadi mera dil kahe.... tum hi ho uski aarzoo... mujhse ye har ghadi mere lab kahen... teri hi ho sab guftugu...

baatein teri... itni haseen... mein yaad inko... jab karta hun.. phoolon si aaye khushboo

Rakhlun chupaake mein kahin tujhko.... saaya bhi tera na mein dun...... rakhlun banaake kahin ghar mein tujhe... saath tere mein hi rahun... zulfen teri... itni ghanii.... dekhke inko... ye sonchta hun... saaye me inke mein jiyun.....

IShq hai.... maula mere... mm.... mm............. mm......

Zabardast song yaaa.. m luvin ittt...

ummmmmm bas hogya aj ke liye...

aacchiii cough acchhuu!!#$%& (kya karun title pe clik karte hi it started)

its probably my 100th time for d day... its so cold in here... n i cant stop sneezing... too many tissue papers wasted.. i hope my dust bin is cleared by tomorro morning.. there i cough again!!!

i'v tried chekin it n various places.. how cn one restict n email's domain name? or d host name yaa? d max validation definitely cn go beyond chkin for a "." and a "@" but hey.. i did a lot more than that... agree much more cn be done... but dat wud b too much fr too little.. dats wt i thot.. umm dat reminds me.. i happnd to read a line this morning that said " nuthin is too little for us" umm dats purely in d s/w engg. sense... i kno its not understandable.. effort isnt required there waise bhi!!!

i've got a story to tell... here goes...

2 frnds... gud pals... gr8 buddies... onez in luv wid d other... d other isnt for it.... ab movie ki story line kaise aage badegi? .. read a 2 line story dat begins n ends like dat? well.. mere sath rahoge to bahot kuch padne ko milega...
haan... saw it d other day..

i kno wt m feelin whn m ritin all dis..

u think ... aaaaachi.... aaaaachu! ok.. dat was two sneezes again! ahhh.. pissd off to d xtnt dat i wanna dispose my nose!!!

haan now i continue from.. "u think" ( i was talkin of smthin there, oopar ki line me) han.. so u think .. nah.. me thinks... its silly... to.. umm well... my ring luks gud... n its 5.52pm... dotn wonder wt m riting bout.. i know sm day m gona read dis n keep thinkin.. "hell!! wat was i upto!" neways... its really is gud readin ur musings after long.. i did dat last week n i njoyd it.. rote really well in sm posts (:D) nah.. its jus dat.. cud relate to it.. cz it was direct dil se.. but smtimes... u cnt put everythin dats in ur heart out na..

5.54... another 6 minutes n m off... m gona tell Satish bout Ashwini.. n i dunno wat m gona do bout dis email validation( mine wrks pretty wellllll) cough cough coughh,... sniff... sniff..! damn... i'll fill dis page wid achchi acchu sniff n cough i think...

m shiverin... definitly gona be down wid fever tonite... my nose i alllll red .. eeeeks.. 5.56

aj ka dinnnnn... ahhh... bura tha.. nai.. din bura nahi tha.. mein buri hun.... :( i kno y m sayin it. .

5.57 it wud take me 2 minutes to pack n wear my burqa na... so...

ta d ta... n bye d byez.... n m still thinkin w m gona name this one..

Xanga-post2 and post3

Friday, December 15, 2006
aftr lunch!#!%&*
okkk .. m bak frm lunch... n dont think i like this template very much... n jus tryin to figure out.. how i shud change it.. well ... wanted to take the 2 o clok shuttle.. but ahh jaanedo.. hey hey heyyy pause here.. hav n urgent mail to finish...
willllllllllll b bakk!!
have visitorzzzz( the Anilzzzz THe Keetssss)

bye the byezzz
signingggg offf








Tuesday, December 19, 2006
figuring out...
hey... dis aint very gud yaa... i was trying to edit my earlier post.. m not sure how to.. God knowz how long its gona take me to get accustomed to tihs new envi.. i mean.. Xanga... hey i like d name though Xanga... sounds gud... but it all dznt luk dat gud... i want a more sober luk yaa... n trying to figure out how to.. but in vain!
newayss... hey.. bhaiz shaadi was gr8!! had a nice time.... all diffrnt culture n stuff.. uparse "din ki shadi" it was like.. wooo hooooo.... njoyed... n m tiredd!!! very very tired! totally exhausted, jaded, wagged n exhasperated n enervated n drowsy n droopy n ... lollzz.. i guess i'll stop thre.. hehehhe
ahh me outta d mood to rite fr now... wil get bak again...

Xanga-post1

Lemme begin by sayin y i sort of changed my domain.. well simple reason.. silly one though!! Wipro dznt allow me to blog on blogger anymore... dont ask me y... m still wonderin y.. coz i had sort of becm a frequent blogger since a ... umm well.. a lil while... n blogspot wasnt blocked until.. yesterday!!! :(
newyz.. since.. this thing called... XANGA has cm to my rescue.. lemme test it fr now....
the wierd site name (yeayea... tasneem_blogging_from_office) i know its wierd.. is to b... ummm direct .. to d point.. ahhh well watva yaa... jus cudnt think of a bettr name... n was piisd off bout not bein able to use my earlier blogger... ahh well... me gona use this one tomoro onwards i guess.. ahh noooo.. not tomoro.. cz tomoro is weeeeeknnnddd... n me goin to.. to .. to .. tooo... Sholapur... its my bhaiz weddin yaaa.... will b bak.. after lunch... hold onnnn!XangaType your first post here, then click "Submit" to publish it to your Xanga Site Or you can come back anytime to write a weblog post later!

wat do u call this now!!!

yaiiikkzz!!!! me n dance!!! my PM's lost it!!!! i've been so clear.. damn i told him i wudnt.. i told him a million timezzzzzz... i helpd him find another person he cud nominate.. magar nahi... he put my name there!!! NO WAY m i gonna dance... the helllll!!!!!!!!!!!!

blaa ok wateva... i walkin after a gud lunch... n herz how he greets me.. wid a broadddd smile.. "hey tasneem u;ve got a nice mail, chk it out" n i go like.. o oooo...

neways... no point.. thinkin of it.. mnot gona do it waise bhi...

ahh.. m disturbd... js recvd a mail(nuthin to do wid nach baliye)... dnt wana rite bout it...

will wrap i up here..

m bakkkkkk n m luvin it ..pa parappup paa..

woo hoo.. i really wanna say lines.. like.. my joy knowz no bounds.. me sooo happy!!!.. i feel... ecstatic... gratified, gleeful me flyin highhh, m absloutely elated n feel exultantt, excited, glad, n jubilant to d core!!!!!

geee.. all dat was..." coz m bak to bloggin" hehe.. silly? nah.. nt fr me.. cz past few days... iw asnt able to blog.. cz bloger wz blocked.. fr... umm welll god knows wat reasonss!!! newayss... who cares where the waterz fallin frm when its raining?? (ehhh!!! lolzzz dz dat line make any damn sense?? hehehe) me luvin it...

i tried a new blog environment.. n dint like.. was jus bloggin thr... par yahan ki baat nahi aai yaaa.... n finally.. thot i;d try it again.. one last time.. n voila!!!! logging in!!!! n here i amm!!!

hey.. i think i'll paste those two or more posts i put there... well dat place is called... Xang. gud name naa !! ...

dats fr now... will put on those other posts frm Xang soon!

adios!! :P

i dont eva wanna name this

smtimes u jus feel bad... mayb for nuthing... but that nuthing seemz such a big thing to u dat time.... it jus simply is dat way... n its not nice ... feelin alone in crowd.. is sucha heavy line... feelin alone in a crowd thats gud to u is all the more bad.... its always dat u have to move on... jus go ahead... n keep goin... no stop.. no luking bak... its like ppl come .. n ppl go.. smtimes they walk wid u a while... n they suddnly leave.. smtimes things happen that make them leave... smtimes they are there n still not there.... m not sure wat m sayin.. but m sure m feelin bad.. n m sad.... n m hurt... its too silly a reason.. i sure wil laugh at myself later i know... but dat dznt make it any lighter for me.... i still feel the same...

i feel like n aliennn!!!

ahhh.. i know it aint very gud to blog only whn ur totally frustrated n hate everything n everyone around ya.. but i dunno y.. i really cant help it!! its like i burst it all out rite here.. n u know after controlling loads m here again.. i duntt like this one one one oneee bit!!!

it takes me around 100 rs. to reach my office at manikonda from home.. it hot.. i;d take up d suggestion a frnd of mine had given me earlier.. n cm to a newar my office n then take n inter office shuttle dat wud drop me .. on time... well it was ok.. fine planned.. i left home early enuf.... slept well after a very hectic party at home last nite... but thn... damn i dint know where this office was... the other bulding i mean.. reachd it... smhow!! damn i hate d way i actually landed here.. it was sooooo eeeeeeeeeks! wateva!!!... n m here now.. thot i;d take d shuttle.. but missed it!! HELL!!! i hate it soo much.. n theresz no one i know here either.. i feel like n aliennn!!! blaa.. wateva...

found d way to d library here... managed ot get a system.. n m stuk here.. dint wana blog.. cz my mood aint all dat gud... but thn... a\i did finaly.. may b i ccan catch the next shuttle!! ohhh howe much i hate dis i hate dis i hate dis.. m on dis sys since very long.... n i like it.. m so glad i hav a sys atleaast.. but there jus 4 in here.... n i feel everyonez waiitttnnnn fr me to let go dis one!! puhhleaseeee lemme be until a few more mins.. i'll head strait to my office frm here.. .... balaa blaaaa blaaaaaaaa!!
i dnt like this.. i dont i dont i dontt!! n i can rite dat.. a million times here now.. i;ve typed long mails to pals.. chkd all my mails n stuff... everythin done.. hell jus waitin fr it to me.... ateast 1.45 jaldi se yaaa!!!!!!
time dznt pass whn it shud

well.. lets see now... i think i must move.. it aint gud.. infact its very very bad... to be hangin around at a place ur not onee bit comfortable

me leavinnn
bye d byezzz

my day...

too much to put down here today.... its liek a storm risin in n i gotto put everythin in place.. i mean.. i got to bring out everything in suhc a way dat it all seems in place... umm well.. m wonderin... it was like.... okkkk lemme start again... i'll say it well this time...
hmm ok...

nah.. lemme first say how i thot it would be... thn i'll cm to d real picture... yup... here goes..

THE BOARD ROOM MEET!!!

i walked out at d rite time.. so i;d be at the room i was required to be.... thankfully wasnt late.. jus went in... n a couple of ppl followed me.. n i i was following few too...
ooopss sorry... i was suppose to say how i thot it would be

ahh here goes again.... 1..... 2......................... 3

i already knew the room v wer suppose to go to.. n so was aware of the ambience... the point was.. the focus of talk... it wud b formal... to d point... technology specific.. project specific... v hav this to do.. n this much time for this.. owr client wants this... n this is how v plan to achieve it... so lets all work hard.. n do owr best... bingo!! dats wat iw as expectin....

now... THE REAL PICTURE!!!!

the ambience was same... d ppl who joined us... i mean.. "my team" ws a mix of a gud range of ages..... Satich began wid.. this is Tasneem.. and that is Ashwini... n v went on.... he spopke of 'avaya' .. US client... Europe client... US lotsa work.. Europe not very happy... he went on.. technologies... WLP,WLI, DW, PL/SQL( thank God i knew atelast bout this one!!) netviewr( m not sure bout this one.. wat he rote there was very tiny..) .. neways.... before this.. everyone introduced thmslevz to us... later, a person( seemd a lil older dan the rest ) complained.. you ppl shud give us your intro first n thn v wud.. butit was vice versa over here... n to this.. Satish reacted... ahan.. now this is called raggin.. n there was a roar of laughter in d room... it seemd to him(satish) dat one of us was sleepy... he asked if he reallyw as.. n again.. "hehehehe"(dats roar of laughter in d room again!!) n m still confused.... he went on... sowjanya...a team member.. she had lots to ask.... but there was a lot of tlak on learning... i sort of got a picture... " oh so is it like there isnt a proj wid us now n so v r all into learning" (imagine... one of thm evn suggested for a training wid talent transformation.. n i was like... ahhh not againnn trainingg!!!) neways... i went on to ask d same question dat i had in mind.. but satish promptly clarified.. dat v hv lotsa work.. n for dat v must learn... n i went like.. i cccccc........ pause!!!!! heyyy its 6 alreadyyyyyy not fair.. i stil have lots to rite in here....

n i have this mail thing still on my mind... temme yaa.. wats rong in riting "the three of us" ? i dunno.. it seemd rong to sm senior person here.. ahh wateva...
cut cut cutt... hav to cut this short
very short...
ahhhhh
okkk.. m not gud at wrkin under pressure... i eman.. well.. not gud at blogging under pressure atleast... n if i miss my busssssss.. then toooo mein to gai!!! kithe??? heheh pata nai...
lol wil wrap it up here....
i really dint realise how fast my day went past today....

hey one more thing... i'v mentor assigned now!!!
ahh theek hai yaa baaki baadme

signing offfffff in a hurry!!

m gona give this a title... sm other time!!

m addin this line in th end.. i mean after i;v typed all dat thing down there.. but want it to be read sab se pehle!--- i know m kinda shabby whn posting .. but.. kya hai yaa.. meri space hainaa!!!
yupp now go ahead!!! read onnn.....



lemme begin.. with a lil xplanation bout the wierd title i'v put in.. its jus dat m lukin fr a word synonymous to ennui... n dont wanna use "overwhelmed by ennui" again... coz i really cant relate to dat kinda boredome n this one now... ahh well... u get d point dont u... well i guess i do.. so.. wateva!!!!!

i;v been makin a million calls since mornin... i dont wanna make it messy here.. wid all my frustration out rite ther on my cute lil space.. but since its meant for.. wat i really am.. n i pour out literally everything rite here... may b , i shud do it... m jus tryin to say!! YEA I WNNA YELL!!!!! n SHOUT TOO!!! arre hadd hogai yaaa!! bohot hogya abhi.. its like.. been so many days.. a whole damn week! n i dont ... hav a PC.. well i do... but it aint configured.. n it takes me ages fr dat!!! n where m i!!! now i dont wanna hilite that here.. integrity issues u c... ahh.. m gud at timez......

gr8!! wat cud b worse... my calls arent bein answerd either now... m not sure.. is dis gud.. i mean.. u know the kinda place i am in.. n this kind of behaviour.. i dont wanna give it terms.. but u really can call it anything from scaling from irresponsible to absoluetly casual... may be ... even... ahhh... i cn cm up wid d most ridiculous of adjectives here.. but dont wanna describe smthin thats mine.. (ahh well wateva!!!) in dose words yaa... m so damn pissed off.. i really really am.. n dat fella is had it frm me today.. uski to hai aaj!!!!!!

hmm frustration levels fluctuate too??!?##$?$%?.. n they go up n down really well.. hehe atleast mine... m sorta feelin better abhi... not that i got my thingss done.... but wat i jus said.... " dat guy is had it frm me today" i think i'll spare him... seems like my work is gona be done... nonethelss.. things change in a jiffy... moods change in a jiffy too..... i jus read this cute lil thing in ashwiniz mail box... wil jus paste it here so may b i can reminisce it later.. ahh well smday whn i get bak to readin this post perhaps... hmm here goes...

"A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the wheatfield and choose the biggest wheat and come back.But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn backto pick."The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even biggerone waiting for him.Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he starts torealise that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, heknew he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teachertold him, "...this is love... you keep looking for better ones, butwhen later you realise, you have already missed the person "

well found it cute... so put it there... ahh.. dats bout it i guess.. will probably get bak a gain in a while... n wil be quite frequent in bloggin now onwards i gues... well .. no prizes fr guessing Y?? heheh.....

ciao fr now!