m gona give this a title... sm other time!!

m addin this line in th end.. i mean after i;v typed all dat thing down there.. but want it to be read sab se pehle!--- i know m kinda shabby whn posting .. but.. kya hai yaa.. meri space hainaa!!!
yupp now go ahead!!! read onnn.....



lemme begin.. with a lil xplanation bout the wierd title i'v put in.. its jus dat m lukin fr a word synonymous to ennui... n dont wanna use "overwhelmed by ennui" again... coz i really cant relate to dat kinda boredome n this one now... ahh well... u get d point dont u... well i guess i do.. so.. wateva!!!!!

i;v been makin a million calls since mornin... i dont wanna make it messy here.. wid all my frustration out rite ther on my cute lil space.. but since its meant for.. wat i really am.. n i pour out literally everything rite here... may b , i shud do it... m jus tryin to say!! YEA I WNNA YELL!!!!! n SHOUT TOO!!! arre hadd hogai yaaa!! bohot hogya abhi.. its like.. been so many days.. a whole damn week! n i dont ... hav a PC.. well i do... but it aint configured.. n it takes me ages fr dat!!! n where m i!!! now i dont wanna hilite that here.. integrity issues u c... ahh.. m gud at timez......

gr8!! wat cud b worse... my calls arent bein answerd either now... m not sure.. is dis gud.. i mean.. u know the kinda place i am in.. n this kind of behaviour.. i dont wanna give it terms.. but u really can call it anything from scaling from irresponsible to absoluetly casual... may be ... even... ahhh... i cn cm up wid d most ridiculous of adjectives here.. but dont wanna describe smthin thats mine.. (ahh well wateva!!!) in dose words yaa... m so damn pissed off.. i really really am.. n dat fella is had it frm me today.. uski to hai aaj!!!!!!

hmm frustration levels fluctuate too??!?##$?$%?.. n they go up n down really well.. hehe atleast mine... m sorta feelin better abhi... not that i got my thingss done.... but wat i jus said.... " dat guy is had it frm me today" i think i'll spare him... seems like my work is gona be done... nonethelss.. things change in a jiffy... moods change in a jiffy too..... i jus read this cute lil thing in ashwiniz mail box... wil jus paste it here so may b i can reminisce it later.. ahh well smday whn i get bak to readin this post perhaps... hmm here goes...

"A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the wheatfield and choose the biggest wheat and come back.But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn backto pick."The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even biggerone waiting for him.Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he starts torealise that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, heknew he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teachertold him, "...this is love... you keep looking for better ones, butwhen later you realise, you have already missed the person "

well found it cute... so put it there... ahh.. dats bout it i guess.. will probably get bak a gain in a while... n wil be quite frequent in bloggin now onwards i gues... well .. no prizes fr guessing Y?? heheh.....

ciao fr now!