Post no. 215

Well, ok.. simple baat hai.. i know m lazy, and i very well know m bored, n i think m goin on to starting to feel.. home sick :( country sick.. aur pata nai kya kya sick..... they all used to tell me.. but i always thought it wudnt be that way for me... shuru me sab accha lagta hai.. baadme malum hota told my cousin who recently moved to the US with a craze like ...... ahh sab ka wahi hisaab rehta i guess....

its not a big deal waise.... its always like this, human aint happy with whats in hand, u always hope for better and then think of the supposedly better past and then you pause for a while and think, come on, this is so beautiful, and then u move on again..... its like question bhi khud hi, answer bhi khud hi fir reasoning bhi khud hi, aur to aur marks bhi khud hi.. wo bhi 10/10 ... yea rrite!

There are many things i missed logging, this was supposedly my.... umm what do u call it... equivalent of things to do list.......... Things i've done, and want to remember, and dont want to forget, and like to read of later and...... u do get my state of mind dont ya _:D

An idol mind is the devil's workshop, i heard that many many times, i quoted it many times too, lately i've been probably experiencing it... waise the last time i was told that statemnt in order to show whats goin on... i was realy mad! aj fir i was told that same thing... but aj laga.. may b sahi hai.. but i wish my devil were a lil creative and make me do the wackiest things eva, i dont wana be bad.. i always had and have agoody image :D although i dont strive for its maintanance, perhaps somehtings come naturally to u :D:D:D....

arre u know watt... i was in the papers here... yea the local daily... :D full page pe meri foto, with Santa :D just the two of us ;D but since he was too huge, m lukin tiny in the pic.

i've watched like 40 movies so far, irrespective of good or bad.. can u imagine that! i neva had the time, i dint know what was goin on in bollywood, i mean.. movie story acting wise, waise to i kept a close look at the music charts, since that was my only sahaara during my hardcore coding days at Wipro:D, but movie... i used to be laughed at by dost log if i'd mention movie.. it wud be soemthing they'd watchd monthssssss ago!

waise i still love the snow here.... we do make it a point to go play int he snow for quite sometime.. its always fun, it sjust that its terribly boring to get dressed to go out n play..

The timings r getting a lil normal i guess.. atleast it doesnt get dark at 3 anymore! i was in a gathering recently, ya managed to force myself to chek it out after denying some invitations.. n surprisingly had a good time :)... dont ask me why suprisingly.. i dont have d patience to relate the earlier experiance!

and yes i had a very luvly sweden trip within this period :D wo bhi.. Cruise meeeeeeeeee :D:D:D it was my first eva journey over the waterss, and i had a ball.. it was luvly... the very idea of sailing was awesome, n the cruise was no less than a mall.. waise i guess waisehi rehte .. got to see the all firangi nightlife sort.... hmm it was nice :) but ya again i missed my ppl usme :) n i cant forget the dinner we had :D it was very bad tomato soup.. n the other thing... i dont remmba its name but it had a very tiny toast pe 2-3 prawns and a shrimp which we left untouched :D and one more toast exactly like that but with tuna fish topping :D... i'll upload the pic once i get my dusra wala laptop jisme saare pics hain :)

well its been two long months which seemd to have ran really fast... ya absurd i know.. icall it long and gthen they also ran fast.. :) but thats how it is.... its like a peaceful storm, so who cares if its a storm as long as its peaceful :) ... i dont know why i said dat bit :D

my day is full of bhejafry.net, gmail, my kitchen and ofcourse i have my dear husband moving with me in all this :)

life has changed... n i luk back and smile... and i know i'll walk further and again look back and smile, may be i dont enjoy so much living it then, but when i look back, i miss it.. i love it.. i want it back... its like for every moment perhaps... not that m missing out on living the moment in missing the earlier one's.. its perhaps just that..,.. may b its meant to be that way... u always luv ur life coz its urs :)

well adios for now.. no promises pof comi ng back soon.. but yes ofcourse i'll try like i awalys do.. not that i dont have time... i just did mention wat m doing with all that i have :D

Maassalaama!