a moment n ur..... :(

i dunno, m not felin gud.... i was fine a lil while ago, i was.. well ya.. in the 'rite gud' mood, wid many background things in mind/hert n work in d foreground n.. it was gud.... but now... :( i feel... sad :( and i know y...



i was congratulated wid tonnes of sarcasm about smthin dat dint mean nethin to me, .. i dunno wats wid this... it can not be tht one does not know whats important for them and whats not, it can not be that one can not prioritize things and place them ritely so they all turn out in the best possible way, but yes theirz surely a possibility of improvement in every damn thing, but how cn one look at one;s choice wid the eye of improving it? if u n i luk at the same thing, we still may differ in opinion about many things bout it wudnt we? i mean therz such n open possibility of it isnt there? then?

y do i have to declare this and this is important to me and this and this is not?, if somethings important wont i put in everything to it? n if it dznt turn out wel and another thing dat i dint perhaps give as much importance turns out wel, how dz it seem?.. well ok for someone out of the ring it obviously means lack of effort in the important case ! but dat aint true n i;d know it wudnt i?



khairr.... janedoo..

iw onder if this is understandable



i say something and the other person undrstands,

when i dont say , they dont understand

but sometimes you dont say and they'd still understand

also other times if i dont understand i wud ask, but if i am not explained i still try, if i dont sitll understand, i'd declare that i dont get it, so anything expected of me in that regard will not be fulfilled for the obvious reason that i dint understand... isnt this fair enuf?

ok if i put it the oter way round... u dont undstand what i say, or may i i wudnt say at all, so i obviously wud assume that anything with regards to dat wil not be done coz i dint convey the meesage ritely, or i dint convey it at all..



blaa kya hai ki janedo..

i tell u whn one has n unstable state of mind it cn take u anywher! i realised i forgot my ear ring in d wash room wn i removed it cz it got stuk n hurt me, i askd my frnd if she had it, n she tol me i left it there, iw alked out n gues where i headed to luk for it? duh ! the pantry!! how dumb is dat? then i realised i was at d rong place n then reached the rite one n it was still lying there thankfully....

khair... khairrr khairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ( see m usin this so often too :( )

bas... aur kuch nai... but yea.. it takes js a moment or two to squeeze out all the energy frm u n ya i dont have to say that the company u have in those one or two moments is what maters... infact dats the only thing dat matters at all.. hmmmm but it goes well even the other way round, i eman, u js need a moment or two to feel ur happiest best with someone around.... n sometimes its so wierd dat both these diverse moments r a result of one person nai?

janeddoooooooooooooo kya bolrun ki mein..