yea.. bak to dat swift elegant blaa blaa motion.. was talkin of a plane dat i see frm here.. my new cubicle T4/T/C120. yup dats tower 4, 3rd floor. n there are these huge windows rite in frnt dat gimme a pleasant view..well.. of.... ummmm d other side of wipro-mkd n a clear sky... i think it was n indian airlines flite.. ya fir air india ki thi hogi... well cud make out it was one of d two.. jus dat i aint sure coz my gk aint all dat gud...
neways.... i jus saw it move in d sky n it sort of caught my attention for those two seconds after whihc i saw it dissappear(chala gaya yaar aage... plane hai... jaldi hi move hoga na!! )
ya.. so... it wasnt dat i saw an airplane fr d first time.. but ya.. i sure saw it fr d first time frm dis new place of mine... thru these windows.. n it jus reminded meof da....... WTC incident... yea.. 9/11
kaise laga hoga unlogon ko.. d ppl on dat floor... where d plane hit... they cud see it cm towards them thru such huge windows.. where they wer wrkin... in d wee hours of mornin... this one thing reminded me of those tv grabs i saw.... it seemd so similar... wahi cubes sorta structure... those flipping curtains.... n these windows n stuff.... jus dat d plane wasnt as close as it was then.. but obvious!!
ahaan .. yelo.. n obstruction to my view.... oh ok.. therz a balcony sorts here.. dats wat.. i was wondering how'd this guy turn up here wid his cup of cofee n d fone...
neways....... today... Tasneemz frame of mind( i hate talkin of myself like dat.. i mean.. u know.. Tasneem talkin of herself n always sayin Tasneem this Tasneem dat... ahh u dont get it do u.. wait.. i;ll xplain.... its like.. suppose I keep using "Tasneem" when i can actually use " my, me, mine" so may b if i;d wanna say.. "dat buk belongs to me... i;d say... dat buk belongs to Tasneem.. hmm ya... talkin of urself in the third person sense... its like givin urself dat utmost monarchy n majestic sort of importance.. blaaaa! yea rrite... it sounds tacky.. n is like throwin attitudee!!!!! n dats one thing dat DOES NOT define me...yea now get bak to readin at what was before this brcket started!!).. is so different frm wat it was yesterday... u neva know yaa..
hey... wil be right bak wid a cup of cofee.. really feel like havin one... hold on.. will be back..!
geeeee.... m bakk!!! mmmm my cup of cocktail was yummy today... oh cocktail... well its.. umm my secret formula of... a yummy cup of cofee ka chota bhai.. heheh.. wateva u get outta dat!
blaaa neva mind....
yup.... so wat i was yesterday n wat i am today.. wat a difference voila... totally disturbed n lost n upset n messed wid my emotions n moods.. ahh confused, yea dats d rite word( yup those who know bout it would say.. SILLY GIRL!!!!) n today... relaxed... feelin gud...
yesterday i got up wid a thot .. a wish... dat "today(meaning yesterday) finishes realllyy fast" n it actually did... but d difference was... how i came to office n how i went bak home.... my journey to office was like..?!!!!!#???$%#*&^!! n my journey bak home was ------------- now u get it dont u... ! a spectacular site.. very pleasing .. smthin like a full moon.. nah.. not smthin like it.. i think it was a full moon( i say i think cz may be it was jus a lillllll less dan d full moon) neways.. it was beautiful... dark sky.. n a yellowish moon.. smilin at me.. ahh.. how pleasin is dat now!!
its so unbelievable to think dat such things really happen.. u r in such a chaotic frame of mind in d beginning of d day.. n may b by d end of it.. its like.. u've never felt so much at ease, so much in peace before... n its all so gud to think of... perhaps these lil tensions( luk at me... m such a brat.. yesterday it was like a pahaaad(mountain) of troubles n now dat it aint dat way anemore, m callin it.. "lil tensions" heheh m sooooo human :p hehehheh ) are worth it... u know may b.. jus to taste dat peace... dat ease... one can risk these situations( m sure i wudnt agree to this next time whn i feel smthin similar :D...)
hmm well dats bout it fr now i guess.... i;ve got a couple of things to do fr d day... i hope i get its all done on time.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmm! wrappin it up here...!!
adios!!!
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