are they born tihs way!?

Double standards-- Y ??? i hate cribbing htis way i just hate it so much, but i cant help it one bit, and no this aint the first time either, it happens time and again n i tell ya i foolishly let it go ! not that i know what i should do , but hey, i;ve put in effort too, y does someone else ALONE get the cherry on the cake? typical corporate politics scenario i know, but hey a word of appreciation is not gonna cost him a penny's worth then hell y !
ok i was appreciated when i wrked too, i do not deny that, but the point is, all that goes in the drain when the entire credit is handed over to another( although i do appreciate his efforts too ) but damn my manager!! i hate him, coz he gosh ( i feel tacky talking about it, feel like a miser begging for appreciation! damnn i dont need his! i hate him i hate him i hate him!) but i can not deny, i got really mad when i read the mail that gave jus one fela the credit of the whole work package whn i slogged over it for so long... it just pulls u down man! y d hell do u think i;ll work now!
fine!! he now wants estimates for the next work package! now he'll get ;em frm me!

by the way.. i was off this place for long coz i ditn feel like riting, iw as jus rearranging stuff n i;ve moved my poetry collection ( my poetry! my godd!! kitna bhaari bhaari sa lagra huh! ) to a new blog, i;ve linked it up from here.. not that i;ve added anything new there.. ya have put in pics wid 'em as per Anilz suggestion :) )

oh ya, i frgot to mention :D
it rained sooooooooooo heavily aj :) .. i'll tell ya the whole thing ruko...
the current was off since last nite ( i dint realise when it actually got turned off, but it was off for more than 3 hrs past midnite.. n it was like that until the wee hours of morning), n iw as praying that something massive must have happened that would result in a blackout sorts, so no current in hyd atleast for aj, so no power to systems n soo so soooooooo no work :D, han, i was thinkin bout this in the middle of the nite whn i got up fr a glass of water n realised ki current nai tha, n whni chekd the time it was bout 3.30 or so i guess.. .. khair.. aisa to nahi hua.. :D
neways.. i got up n it was raining ( it hink raat bhar hui baarish) after Fajar, i jsut oepend the door n sat on the step in the aangan wishing i woudnt have to go to off :(, but hten i saw the time n it was 7.10 already, i realised i must rush to get ready else m gona have a bad time catching the bus (i;ve been walking to my stop n it takes me 20 min :(, dont ask me y m walking!! sab gande auto waalon ki galti hai!! milte hi nahi subah ke time! ) khair... i was ready by 7.25 ( ya i dont take zyada time :D) so i had another 5 mins, i slippd my burkha on, n i lukd outside n man was it raining heavily.. woooooooooooooo time up.. ghar jana haiiii
but hey
maze ki baat to ye thi.. k i somehw managed to call my cousin imran n he was awake bechara n he drove me to the stop n it was sooo much fun ( iw as dripping yarooo ) khair.. my fone fell in a puddle of water :(:(:( ( it sounds terrible now, goto get it chekddd... ) sheeshhhhh 6.10 hogaye yaro.. osrry jana hai...
another timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....