Seems liks its been long.. but i really dont think so.. coz m not very sure if days are jus rushing too fast or is it that m missin out on smthin.... sometimes i also feel times movin too slow... n i bein put thru a lil more than what i shud have been...
riddle talk has seemd to have become more of an "aadat" of mine... than a style that i usually thought i'd carry off well.... not that its adversely effecting... blaaa neva mind..
ya.. bak here... its building... doesnt take much time... but even seconds are important nowdays... neways... they wanted me to head home from hosp... d docs came over n did their chek ups.. n surprisingly( not really... ye doctors ki fitrat se nafrat hote jari meku! [i know dats js a a sign of.. wel wateva] ) n d cardiac said.. hez ratign it a high risk surgery... v had another round of thought... frantic calls... thoguhts to withdraw frm d hosp n chuck d damn idea of s surgery... they were all in everyonez minds... baba me n baj...
d build must b dn... i'll get bak.. voila! succeeded!... lol pathetic outcome( d toolbar luks...eeeeeeeeeeks n yaiks n blaa n.. hey.. i messd it up!)... i'll get bak in a while... ya... buildin again... so where was i... ya.. d risk bit...
then d nuero guy came again... n said it in 1 line... its high risk.. u wana go fr it he asks me!.. i give him d wierdest ever luk he cud have ever got frm a pateint's attendant!.. newyas... he says... if its not effecting her life very much v;ll go fr it.. n i xplained( veyr very patiently!!!) that it sure is, shez in immense pain n dats y v r here... he js said.. wil discuss n get bak.. n i lukd at mum... n mum lukd at me.. n she laughed... thn i laughed( i aint sure y)
the other lady in d room ( i dint mention rite... v dint get a single room... apolo is full of patients... v had to delay admission coz of it.. n finally got a shared room... wid n old lady.. she expressed her concern whn d doc said high risk.. (ther r sm curtaisn dat make it luk like.. two rooms.. so she cud obviously hear d conv... .. ) build up.... hold agian! damn! error!!!!!
fixed it... but it stil dznt luk very gud...
neways.... wat m i duin here? d surgery was scheduled fr today.. but they said no cz mum was on asprin n asprin makes d blood thin( not sure how i shud say dat.. m refering to d consistency of d blood) welld ats required fr sm ppl fr sm reasons( dont ask me wat... i have a very vague idea but dnt wana put it here.. wat if sm1 cmz across this n reads it n uses this piece of not so authentic information... nah... not fr anotherz life!)
ohhh i totally frgot i was here... ahh wandered off frm d page.. neways... hey d toolbar luks better.. in place... messd up wid d functionality though :D
neways... i dnt wana scroll up to read wat i was riting n where i left b4 i wandered away frm dis page.. but... js wana tell myself.... i know things will be fine.. very soon... they have to... THEY DONT REALLY HAVE A CHOICE! i aint given them any.. :(
i'll talk of one gud thing.. n one bad...
the anaesthciologist( m damn sure i spelt it rong!! ) gave sm time n xplained mum wat he meant when he said "high risk" mum likd it... n asked.. r u gona b there tomoro? he smield n said yes... she was relieved :)... words make so much of a difference... this is just one of d million xamples... kind words, gud words, concern... they r so important to make urself realise how human u r... u realy cant live widout it... d other docs i tell ya... i shudnt b sayin it though.. but i cant help it.. i wudnt hesitate terming their behaviour barbaric!! communication... one very very very important factor in dat noble profession.. n i feel sorry.. the docs today LACK IT!!! n m not tlakin of js anothr hosp... this onez supposedly d "most trusted" name in healthcare.. all over the world!! ....
neways.. i was gona tlak of d gud n d bad hting...
ya so m wid mum all d while in d hosp rite.. so d docs interact wid me... n dis one.. d anaesthesia( i think this onez spelt rite) doc... was xplainin to me too.. n thn my sister made it just in time.. n he was tellin her d same hting.. n my sis expressed her concern over the not so gud treatment.. ( d communi gap basically) that v recievd frm d docs... n so he said.. its js dat thery r too bz.. but d gud thing is.. i see u ppl are verry intelligent.. i must say ia m impressed by your language.. he had asked me wat i do.. i said i am n engineer.. n expressed his appreciatin to d fact that i wasnt blank bout d medical stuff either.. u know sm med stats i gave him n d guy sort of though oh.. she knowz quite much.. but then... later he added.. i seriously appreciate d way you are into this n understand it fairly well when comapred to d others from ur community ( he said dat wid a " m sorry to say" clause) .. i js lukd on... so dat wz d gud n bad thing...
movin on..... i was gettin calls n mails n sms frm all my frnds.. even acquaintances( cz i've sort of kept myself off everythin since quite a few days now) but i was waitin fr this one frndz call.. wich i dint recv .. :(
neways... baba wanted me to go home n rest fr a while.. ir eally dinno wat i;d do at home... so persuaded him to drop me to wrk... so was here at 1... wil head bak to hosp..
n i cudnt find a better way to .. well.. yea.. relax... ahh.. err ya... lol dat sounds funny i knwo.. relax by wrkin...
n therz a lot on d work sphere( they cancelled a meeting coz iw asnt available.... i liked d importance for a while.. but m scared bout d responsibility that i'll have to shoulder...).. i'll get dat out once m thru wid this..... but ya one thing i realise.. i feel m a lot more stable tahn i was fourteen days back ...
neways...
ciao!
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