Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Stealing a lil time for myself

oh yea... dats exactly wat m duin.... i;ve never experianced being this busy... i hardly have time for anything anything any damn thing at all.. n sadly that includes what i love to do... how much i miss this place... jus last nite i was wonderin.. 'hum kis gali jaa rahe hain.. apna koi thikaana nahi' yea... that song is so much in sync with the current situation of my life... ! a few couplets were lingerin around my mind n i wanted to pen 'em down.. but :( i dont have the damn time!... wherz it goin...? isnt it suppose to be all mine...??? then how come i find nothing left for me ? :(...

yea i know m gona read this later.. n laugh again.. magar abhi? abhi ka kya? u know how pissed off i am??? m so pissed off that m typing so well widout any damn mistake.. n m hardly using the backspace key for anything... yea... i;ve have;nt atleast since i;ve started this post!! seee!! see dattt!!

lol yea.. newys... i jus hope hope hope.. n wish wish wish.. it goes well.. i know i shudnt take it all this way.. but yea.. the Tasneem that i am.. i jus aint use to anytihng less than good .. n i dont know y... so m kinda workin towards it... not that i dont tend to lose it in the middle of it... i jus go haywire n cranky.. n feel like yellin.. ( at d computer :D) lol yea.. but i dotn have a choice do i? its my work.. i have to do it :9 jus that i dint realise that time that it would be this way.... i dint realise when makin that estimate document... that i've alotted myself almost half the time of whats required.. n thats y i see myself left wid almost more than half d work whn d timez almost up.... therz so much to do...

but i know it has to finish... not that m expectin anythin good from finland.. infact m damn sure they r gona have a million things to say... arre bhai.. bacchi ke haath me dunya dediye to pareshaan nahi hogi kya???
abhi bhugto !!!
lol yea... dats gona be their condition!!
n d bad thing is ... althoug i informed Naidu that i aint goin very well wid alex for windows.. coz its d first time m workin on it.. n ire laly dont get d damn thing.. all he had to offer me.. was a word... ahh yea.. a thoughtful one haan... "Try" yea... dats all he told me... ! n i hated him for it.... it really wud be gud if he'd spend sm time helping me wid it.. magar naiiiii.. unko xcel sheets n outlook se fursat mile tooo naaaaaaaa !!!!

m neva gona be a pm!! i dont like 'em onee bit !

n yea.. did i mention.. that in d past few days.. i;ve thought of quitting wipro.. more than a 100 times.. out of whihc 80 times.. i was really really serious?!#$%^&*!!

signing off for longggggggggggggg
:) ... it cud'nt b widout a smile ! :)

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