Friday, March 23, 2007

kya to b hai ki kya nai ki...

Its a weird weird world out there...

therz jus one moon and a golden sun
and a smile means friendship for everyone
though the mountains divide and the oceans are wide
its a small world after all...

dats how i remmber a nursery rhyme...not very sure of dat smile means line... i mean not sure of dat smile means phrase.. but yea was smthin like it..

i'll get bak to what i meant to say by stating the first line....
i got back from lunch.. wid an okie dokie mood... after discussions of anil's plan to help me get kidnapped ....... wasnt v sure of wat i was supposed to do fr d rest of d day... neways... my inbox had a mail... from someone named "Ilyas".. i was happy.. thot it was a classmate of mine.. who rote to me.. as i opened d mail.. i saw n attachment wich read "resume...." there was smthin else.. n i was wonderin y Ilyas wud send me his resume.. he's in d US pursuing his MS and seemd fine wid wat he was duin when i had a chat wid him few months back... neways... the first two lines of the mail were an apology... ia m sorry.. etc etc... another a sorry for mailing u... i kept wondeirn wats wid him.. y dz he think i;d be angry if he mailed me... thn d third line read... i got ur email id frm a fwd. dat was sent to me by a frnd, i have 4 yrs of experiance in marketing field and i have just finished a SAP course etc. etc. and have been hunting for a job but in vain.. and it ended wid a request for sm job...
i was shocked... i kept wondering for long... js a lil while ago i was... well yea... sort of cribbing about havin this routine in wipro.... and here i realized there are so many otherz out there who dont have this opportunity. i mean.. man js luk at dis guy!! hez worked in Saudi fr two years and also here in india( yea i read his resume) for two more years.. and hez struggling for a job... and he mentions he does;nt mind opening as a fresher in SAP.. ahh!! m feelin sort of bad for him... and blessed for myself.....
Allah jsu knowz so well where to remind me when m losing it!!.. Safa n I meet every mornin for cofee and v crib... she cribs bout her project.. n i about d fact dat i stil havnt come to terms with this 8.30 to 6 job and i dont like returning home so late!! i dont thin ki;ll do that anymore... atleast i have a job. m earning something!!
sachme.. outta the blue... u get such a mail.. its jus a reason... a way... a bahaana by which the Lord tells me... to be thankful... and yes now I am.... and it jus seems to reflect so much of me and says so many things to me... pata nai aise kaise hojata...

aneways.... "can you do it? "... and "could you it?".... ye donon correct hai kate... aur... it has nothing to do wid the tense kate... it seems.. can you do it is more demanding.. and could you do it... a polite way of saying the same thing... I DO NOT AGREE!!!!!! may be i''ll try finding that out... coz too many team mates said it was right!.. and i never heard of it?!?!! attributing politeness to that.. uh.. nah... i dont think so!!
meri english ki wattt lagri yaaro! kya hai ki ye...

pata naiiiiiiiii... my mood swings are jus at their peak.... something really needs to happen to set me bak on trak... and i have to learn to get immune to things so they let me off track.. well but may be dat wud lead to me being somehting else... i cant get immune baa... wat m i sayin! i dunno.. m sleepy bhi nai bhi.. bored bhi.. nai bhi.. nai... not nai bhi.. m bored... not js bored yaa.. therz smthin.. i know ther is.... i dunno wat.. or may b i do... mummmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... i wanna dissappearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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