Thursday, March 01, 2007

solitude..imagination...n reality..

Time for a new post.... perhaps smthin long awaited(by me ofcourse!! i aint hinting on my readership)

hmmmmm howzit like to b sailin on a lil boat.. that has.. umm well.. a shabby look.. a single sail( i mean to point at dat curtain sorta thing that drives the boat when d wind blow.... m not really sure wat they call it..) hmm yea.. the moon.. a full moon haan... and stars ofcourse.. and just me..... n junk food.. n a fishing rod( i dunno how to use it waise!$%*&^%) n ya.. soft music han... hmmmmm ok.. n a nice pillow...... and may be a book to read(i dont read.. i jus thot i'd keep it so i can actually test dat phrase "A book is man's best frnd" ) hmmmmm peace... i feel gud already.. hehe... ok... n boat's headed... well.. umm ok north east( not pointin at sm specific place.. jus like d way "north-east" sounds :P) hmmm but ya.. may be in d midst of umm i dunno.. mauritious.. !#$%^&*$%^&#.. hee.. i like d way "mauritious" sounds too... han... so m sailin haan.. n movin n goin smwhere.. mmmmmmmmm n how'd it be if 5 of my buddies pop up from nowhere... han.. from under the sea.. n go like.. "heyyyyyyyyyyy tass! yooo tazzy!! Razzmatazzz.. helloo madammm.. Tasneem!!!! " ya.. dats how they;d go lolzz!" n join me on dat boat.. heheh...

pop!!!!! jaaagoooo madamm! ting ting ti ting!!
my figments of imagination go haywire at times!!

Umm well.... i was given this advice a while ago, wn i sent across a wierdoooo mail(it sure was hehe stupidly scary yucky lukin faces, absolutely distorted.... a chimera(pronounce ki-mee-ruh{learnt a new word.. thot i;d use it.. since it fits d bill... well it means..a horrible or unreal creature of the imagination}) sorts.. ahhhhh hold on.. i'll frame dat sentence again...... ya so i was given this advice wn i sent across a forward described above... i was told to consult a "good guy" n i went like... ahhh.. a "Good guy"... kisliye yaarooo???.. a gud doc boleto ek baat hoti!!! n wat reply do i get... hmm .. so no one bothers to trouble me! and so dat m protected!.... ohh yeaa rrrrrrrite!.. now.. i'll tell ya wat my usual reply wud be for this reply.. i'd say... i dont need protection for now.... n then.. know wat response i;d get?? ahhh.... shez so obssessed with herself!!! haan.. aisi hota... but... i wudnt say dat anymore.. i;d rather stay mum.. whn u hav n opinion made... there aint a point "explaining".. bohot sara background cleanup karna padta actually (wats in d background.. is always in d foreground... yellow lite wahan.. to yellow lite yahan [Sadath sir bole the :)] )

neva mind..... i havnt ever said things like... m matured and ur a kid n it happnz... baaaa! jaanedo i dont think i wana... yaikzz... it aint gud to fall short of words...

i was asked if i'd like to "try" something... i sort of answerd in the negative...although there seemd lot f hinting on "wanting to hear" a positive..... so now.... i think..... i'll do it.... i wont "try" may be i'll jus do it.........

ahhhh i jus mess up wid my mind tracks so badly... one(dat dznt include me) wud neva undstand, evn if they;d want to... like anil usually puts it... most of ur posts bounce over my head!! .. may b m just good at camouflaging my thoughts(read feelings/emotions etc. etc.)

and know wat know wat know watttttt!! Radhaz(my team mate) engaged n she makes a nice pair wid her guy :)
and and andddd.... hmmm kuch naiiii :P

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